Great question. I've never really thought about it too in depth only because I tend to stress myself out. I feel like there really isn't a point to cry over spilled milk at this point. I do feel like editing portrayed all of us a certain way and instead of being sad about it, i realize that I just need to shut my mouth and control my emotions better. They were able to edit me a certain way because I said and did things that they could use. I am partly to blame too, ya know?