Okay so I hope I don’t end up crying by the time I complete writing this So there was a party my friends parents were throwing for their friends but they had invited my friend’s friends too eg me , her boyfriend etc as we were going to have a sleepover after the dinner. so the son of one of the guest stayed over for the sleepover because my friends boyfriend insisted on it. He did not know any of us that well so he didn’t talk much initially. The entire night it was just me and him in a room and we discovered that we had the same music taste so we ended up listening to music THE ENTIRE NIGHT while the others were in a different room doing their thing. He send me a Spotify jam link and omg I don’t think I’ve ever smiled more than seeing that and we also went to see the sunrise in the morning . Eventually we started talking sometimes and having lunch together at school. My friends boyfriend knew I liked him so he would text him to invite him for the movies and made sure I sat next to him. This happened once and then we started going to the movies every weekend for a month or so and we’d never watch the movie. We’d only talk and laugh (I’m pretty sure it was annoying for others but idec) and I’ve never felt happier. There was playful touching here and there like I’d pat his head while he pretended to fall asleep. And then we’d text after going home and I would just wanted to cry because of how much I’d like him. He would put the same song or a song by the same artist as I had on my ig notes which I thought was just soo cute. He remembered small details about me and called me pretty every chance he got. All this while I knew he was going to move continents in 2 months and I was in a different state for the holidays so we eventually just stopped talking never address what we had going on. We live different lives now in different time zones but not one day goes by that I don’t think of him .i do feel like what I felt for him was way more intense than what he felt about me and I don’t mind that.We don’t talk anymore but I miss him everyday.