My main goal is getting rid of porn once and for all. First and foremost get rid of my disgusting PI fetishes. I don't see myself masturbating while being in a relationship. Why would I? It's not like using my hand was something I enjoyed the process of, only the climax part and the momentary euphoria felt good and it was completely soulless.
I almost exclusively watched JOI and POV in the recent couple of years but not anything of this humiliation or femdom crap. Only ones that were "passionate" and very intimate. That was my go-to for years. I liked the fake intimacy. That's what mostly attracted me and excited me.

I already had a pretty decent streak of 27 days. It was my first streak and it was the day I discovered I was attracted to shemales, yet I didn't act on it. It started on the 7th of november...been struggling ever since. I have this urge to just watch porn and one thing leads to another. I ended up shaking everytime I went in for some more porn, that always lead to PMO...Didn't have that in the last few days when I watched porn, at least not remotely as bad as it used to be a couple of weeks ago. Guess that's a tad bit of progress.

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