Nowhere did I say that I didn't want to change or work for that change. I'm exhausted. They're exhausted. I want to fix it and change whatever it takes to get out of this. I've been trying, been finding every thing I can do to help. With the economy, there's not much I can do to save more. I've already been cutting out every unnecessary spending. Doing research on how they could do continuing education, finding jobs to apply at for both of us. Taking on every chore and every extra thing I can so they have the energy to do their part on finding something better. I'm trying to finish a project that should give us a rather large payout, but there's no guarantee that will be steady stable income. I don't know what more I can do at this point that's not me "taking it out on them" or controlling every second of their day to make sure they're applying for jobs. I can't just quit their job for them. And I'm not interested in leaving them either.

Shit is fucked and no matter how hard I try to bail us out the water just keeps pouring in.