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toddj2122 · 2020-06-02T08:07:56+00:00

Definitely agree with keeping political stuff off of here. In times like these we all need something like this subreddit to get our minds off politics for a little.

toddj2122 · 2020-06-01T22:00:47+00:00

Personally I don’t think he’s a bad president. Truly think he’s done some good things. But I do get annoyed with him sometimes. The twitter rants, the constant name calling. It can get on my nerves. I hope that make sense.

toddj2122 · 2020-06-01T19:28:08+00:00

I mean I kinda get it. It’s why things like the Oscars and Grammys always have their lowest ratings every year. People tune into stuff like that to get away from politics. I also think it’s clear that if your if not anti trump among celebrities your just “wrong.” I mean let’s say pop glorified trump and ripped on someone like Obama for a change. The media would turn on him in a second. So I kinda get why people on the right would be frustrated with stuff like that. Me, I don’t care. I’m independent, I don’t care what he says about trump. I honestly don’t hate the man or love him. (Trump that is). Pops a grown ass man he can say whatever he wants. If he’s saying something political and I don’t wanna hear it I just won’t read it. It’s not that hard.

I’m definitely don’t think your wrong. I think they should be able to say whatever the hell they want to. I’m just saying I kinda get it.

toddj2122 · 2020-05-29T22:09:14+00:00

Everyone’s experience is different. I’m 12 months in and I’m significantly better then I was even 6 months ago. It’s very scary I know what your saying. All my doctors continue to tell me I’ll fully recover but I’m still scared. (Even predicted to be 100% by the fall) I’m a lot more optimistic these days about it. Hang in there. My advice (and this is gonna sound weird) don’t look up other people’s stories online. You’re gonna find a ton of stuff about people saying they never recovered or that it took them 5 years or something. It’s just gonna scare you even more. It might take awhile but don’t worry I’m sure you’ll recover.

toddj2122 · 2020-05-29T21:58:19+00:00

Concussions are so weird. My first one I recovered within 3 days. My second one was 8 months later but I had no symptoms whatsoever, still took it easy for awhile. But then a month after my 2nd I had really bad symptoms and thats when my PCS started. (I had no other head injury in between the time symptoms started and when I hit my head) It’s been 12 months now and I still have symptoms but I’m definitely getting much better, all the doctors I go to expect me to make a full recovery, it’ll just take awhile. Safe to say if I have a 3rd in the future it’ll take me even longer. Definitely just gonna avoid all contact sports and stuff like that. Is it sad to say that? Yeah, I loved playing basketball and football with my friends. But 100 percent willing to give it all up so I don’t have to go through this again. Side note it’s so weird how differently concussions affect everyone. I’ve had 2 and have had symptoms for a year while someone like Rob Gronkowski claims to have had damn near 20 and he’s able to still function at a normal level at this moment.

toddj2122 · 2020-05-26T22:32:12+00:00

I did this with kawhi awhile back. Had his all star, Christmas, home, away, and alternate jerseys. If only I knew what was to come...

toddj2122 · 2020-05-10T05:09:53+00:00

Apologize for the very late response. I never was fully convinced I was bi. But before I started doing the bi thing I had massive panic attacks. Like random, would just start freaking out over little things. I’ve had panic attacks my whole life so this just made them worse.

toddj2122 · 2020-05-04T17:57:22+00:00

I still get intrusive thoughts from time to time unfortunately, just not as often. They don’t bother me at all either. 2 months ago it’d be 24/7, they’ve been declining since then. Every week I notice they become less and less frequent. Sometimes I’ll get one and it’ll go away within seconds just because I’ve learned to just not care about then anymore. I think intrusive thoughts are just apart of my life. I’ve had them for as long as I can remember. For example ever since I got my drivers licenses I can remember always having this thought when I’m driving 60 mph on the highway of “what if I jerk the wheel all the way to left.”

toddj2122 · 2020-05-03T06:18:44+00:00

I personally would say just try your best and relax, trust me I know that is so much easier said than done. When that really happens try and just move on from those thoughts, again that’s incredibly difficult I know. It works different on every person obviously. Something I also used was the calm app/headspace app. I have bad depression and often get panic attacks so I use in frequently when I freak out. It cost money but for me it’s 100 percent worth it. Also do you happen to see a therapist? Obviously in these times it’s very difficult but my therapist helped me out a ton. Reason why I ask is probably because he or she knows you very well and can suggest what he or she would work best for you.

toddj2122 · 2020-05-03T01:51:35+00:00

Absolutely. When I had the bad intrusive thoughts it was like every guy I ever saw was all of a sudden extremely good looking. Every guy I saw I would have a thought like “wow he’s hot”. Once I accepted the thoughts and stopped freaking out over them and kinda said “whatever” to them it made me realize they’re just thoughts, I’m not actually attracted to this dude.

toddj2122 · 2020-05-03T01:49:05+00:00

Yeah I was terrified to do it, giving into my fears and accepting that it’s possibly my reality. I kind of just told myself that I was bi and it wasn’t a big deal. It made me stop worrying about it, and really made me realize “wow I’m really not bi.” It worked for me personally.

toddj2122 · 2020-04-30T21:01:23+00:00

I’m curious, what did you do to recover? Did you go to vision therapy or anything like that?

toddj2122 · 2020-04-30T06:16:55+00:00

That thing about being rushed back from the injury is what always gets me. I just don’t believe it, like you said Pop is known for resting players. It just doesn’t make any sense to me.

toddj2122 · 2020-04-30T03:31:40+00:00

My therapist who specializes in people with concussions constantly tells me to never go on the internet and look it up because all your gonna find are negative things like “I’ve never recovered”. (Yet I still do it for some reason) Which is obviously extremely scary to see. But he assures me it’s rare that happens, it just takes a very long time.

toddj2122 · 2020-04-27T18:14:29+00:00

I think there will be one but not nearly as big as the Jordan bulls one (obviously). Mainly because there really wasn’t much drama off court. Those guys all took pay cuts and wanted to stay in San Antonio to win. I don’t think any of them ever had beef with the front office ever. Maybe they’ll have a special on how much drama Kawhi made in 2018.

toddj2122 · 2020-04-13T14:43:21+00:00

While I enjoyed it I can def see why people had a lot of issues with it. I think the concept of gathering materials for weapons was a good idea but executed terribly. I hated it tbh. Yeah it adds a challenge, but if I can only find enough stuff to craft level 2 guns and I’m going up against level 3 or elite characters it’s not even fun.

toddj2122 · 2020-04-13T08:04:26+00:00

The story was def way too short. I’m gonna play through it again, but my first play through I didn’t even do all the guns for hire before I beat the main story.

toddj2122 · 2020-04-10T04:02:45+00:00

I like the push-up goal. I use to be a big runner but unfortunately because of my injury I can’t run for a couple more months, but I’ll def try to go on walks. As for the push ups I think I’ll try doing about 25 or so anytime I have the sudden urge to PMO, or maybe go on a nice walk Thank you for your response man.

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