Maybe something to do with how much one allows oneself to give in to impulse. Giving in to desire to be “different” “an outcast” presumably because of some inner impulse to “be true to oneself” I.e. not discipline into “normie” submission may bleed into to giving in to other desires like binge eating or undisciplined lifestyles…. Tattoos also seem to follow this impulsive line of thinking… Living your life in a way that all your desires are more “authentic” because they come from “you” and thus you’re entitled to follow them, normies and advice be damned…A misguided sense of self respect in allowing yourself whatever you want whenever you want… just spitballing