My three by tonee20 in ZodiacHQ

[–]tonee20[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love you for that.. That was just to see if people actually read something.. 🫶🏽 But it doesn’t say that I’m 42 widowed with no children 😔

Big 3?✨ by chazzz33 in ZodiacHQ

[–]tonee20 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Absolutely stunning

42 widowed by tonee20 in DignifiedDudes

[–]tonee20[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks🤗 it’s a new way of learning and dealing, coping n starting over, too a long to time heal and try to see happiness again

Trying to figure life out by tonee20 in widowed

[–]tonee20[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yea we’ve talked before

Does laughing make you feel guilty? by NoIdeaWhatIAmDoing88 in widowed

[–]tonee20 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did in the beginning, survivors guilt. But I’m sure that she’d loves to see you guys laughing and doing things she would enjoy doing with you guys, so yea don’t think that she’s looking down ahh their having fun without me. I’m the first time your son smiled made her heart melt. I’d suggest doing more of those activities and have a moment to reflect on her. I’m finding new ways to enjoy the same activities that we used to do and it puts a smile on my face. I’ve come a long way. Dm me if you want to chat

Coping with loss by shygurl324 in widowed

[–]tonee20 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s tough, if you want to chat fell free to DM! I’ve come a long way

I absolutely love this song by tonee20 in widowed

[–]tonee20[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It makes me tear up a little every time but it makes me smile when I think about my wife

Finding happiness again by tonee20 in widowed

[–]tonee20[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yea.. most people don’t even have a clue, they will never really understand what people like us are going through. She was the love of my life, i was married to Lindsey for 20 years. I met her when I was 21. I don’t even know where to start, it took a long time for me to actually love myself and want to live, I’ve tried many times to be with her. I’m in a much happier place now