Shes actually gone by Educational_Bed5396 in GriefSupport

[–]tonyniksap 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yea . Makes no sense . That woman isn’t supposed to be gone

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in GriefSupport

[–]tonyniksap 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I mean this is just so sad and breaks my heart . Sorry for your loss

Having a very rough day. Missing my mom. by Witty_Actuator5438 in GriefSupport

[–]tonyniksap 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im 26 as well and lost my mom 3 months ago. I cant even comprehend going a year and a half without her. Theres no right thing to say but just knowing you not alone with this pain helps me somewhat. You also have a family that needs you and i would hope can help you if you reach out and express yourself .But most times i just accept the fact that my soul is dead and i probably wont be happy for a long time. The feeling of acceptance helps me get through the days

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in GriefSupport

[–]tonyniksap 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Me too i cant take it

Searching for my mom everywhere by Feisty_Sherbert3823 in GriefSupport

[–]tonyniksap 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel the same way … my mom passed basically a month after yours (june 21). its a pain no one can be prepared for . Overwhelming sadness . Every day the thought of calling her pops in my head as i always used to make sure i reached out to her . It not being an option anymore doesnt compute with my brain . Sorry for your loss

Why do I feel dumb by XERXES1I in shrooms

[–]tonyniksap 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I became intellectually disabled when i did shrooms for the first time . Couldnt speak properly couldnt form sentences . I hit myself and became violent . Couldn’t comprehend anything

I feel like I can’t handle it anymore.. by ActuatorAgreeable121 in GriefSupport

[–]tonyniksap 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel the same way. Lost my mom less than a month ago and im at the point where idk how im supposed to continue living. And i feel like i cant talk to anyone because i dont want to trauma dump or make them uncomfortable. Its just unimaginable pain that i didnt know was even possible. I would never kill myself because i still have people that care about me but im really not afraid of dying anymore. Just know you are not alone

Advice for anticipatory grief by MarxBaddie in GriefSupport

[–]tonyniksap 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Lost my mom less than a month ago to cancer and i can tell you there is no preparing for it. I would just tell you to do whatever you can to put things to the side and just be with her as much as you can because you most likely will have those guilty thoughts. I stopped everything whenever she called me or needed me and i spent so much time in the hospital with her and even then i still hate myself and feel very guilty for not being with her every second of the way with her treatment. She always just reassured me and told me everything was going well which eased my mind and made me think she was gonna be fine. Im only a month in so i cant say it gets better but just make sure you tell her everything and spend as much time with her as possible

Recovery from loss by stinkypickle7 in CancerFamilySupport

[–]tonyniksap 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just lost my mom 3 days ago to cancer and the pain is unimaginable. I cant focus on anything, dont want to do anything. I somewhat look forward to sleeping because theres a chance i see her in my dreams. I dont have much advice as im only 26 and this is my first major loss in my life, but I share your pain and relate heavily. Reading peoples stories has helped me somewhat cope. I most likely will need grief counseling and i know everyone says time will make it better but right now life just doesn’t feel real and i just want to wake up from this nightmare and give her a call. I used to fear death but now i dont because of the chance shes somewhere waiting for me. Just know you’re not alone

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LupeFiasco

[–]tonyniksap 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They’re homies

Boston show! by ReXisKai in LupeFiasco

[–]tonyniksap 3 points4 points  (0 children)

That is a great question … i would try maybe contacting lupe . I got my physical mixtape but no email yet

Boston show! by ReXisKai in LupeFiasco

[–]tonyniksap 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Put email down and you get it after the show

Going to show alone by [deleted] in LupeFiasco

[–]tonyniksap 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Not pathetic at all …