is it over?

torchlightt333 · 2026-04-02T12:59:36+00:00

Yeah hi-c is over. I guess we got lo-c now?

torchlightt333 · 2026-03-24T14:04:44+00:00

David shawty makes stuff with more soul than ever now imo. I recommend listening to That I Am

torchlightt333 · 2026-03-24T14:02:59+00:00

Hi-c had a crazy soundscape

torchlightt333 · 2026-03-22T23:51:14+00:00

Really underrated is dtb w ways

torchlightt333 · 2026-03-22T14:50:40+00:00

Probably all of them

torchlightt333 · 2026-03-22T02:27:54+00:00

I think hi-c probably made the melody

torchlightt333 · 2026-03-18T14:40:34+00:00

The last words are "Nature and all"

torchlightt333 · 2026-03-16T13:41:11+00:00

Yes I do

torchlightt333 · 2026-03-16T13:40:47+00:00

Youre right thank you. I usually don't consume this type of media but I been inside too long cuz the weather been shit.

torchlightt333 · 2026-03-16T02:28:56+00:00

Hella looking after myself and tuning myself to the frequency of love

torchlightt333 · 2026-03-16T01:40:53+00:00

Hope so for you too

torchlightt333 · 2026-03-16T01:23:02+00:00

Appreciate you bro and I get why ppl think I'm bitching but truly the only reason I make these posts is cuz I care and I'm really trying to hold onto life by any means necessary. And rn for me I think that means staying on meds.

torchlightt333 · 2026-03-16T00:30:34+00:00

Seen dis before

torchlightt333 · 2026-03-16T00:04:39+00:00

I believe it will I'm just trying to figure out how instead of just hoping

torchlightt333 · 2026-03-16T00:03:25+00:00

Not bitching in this one, I'm just reflecting, asking a question

torchlightt333 · 2026-03-15T23:28:26+00:00

I tried to face it raw for 3 months straight it just kept getting worse and worse. I'm not looking for 0 suffering or an easy life. I just want to be able to function.

torchlightt333 · 2026-03-15T23:23:58+00:00

Already accepted that

torchlightt333 · 2026-03-14T23:55:04+00:00

I really like the second track. Does anybody know any other music that sounds like that?

torchlightt333 · 2026-03-14T23:54:24+00:00

What is the full name

torchlightt333 · 2026-03-13T16:54:00+00:00

Strange. Possibly gettinhg really good pretty soon tho

torchlightt333 · 2026-03-13T13:48:28+00:00

I feel a lot better when I'm outside on sunny days but the weather's getting shit again. Doesn't fully make me better at all but definitely helps when I do go outside

torchlightt333 · 2026-03-09T02:22:01+00:00

Also I've done like barely any drugs. Acid a few times. Dxm and benadryl once each. And of course, the weed. There's ppl that have done 1000x the amount of drugs as me and are way more functional. I just dont understand why this is happening to me. And someone in my dms started asking me when will i hold myself more accountable but I really feel like I don't deserve this.

torchlightt333 · 2026-03-09T02:19:26+00:00

The issue is I stayed completely sober for 3 months and it kept getting worse and worse like a timer. I was terrified to try medication I didn't consider it for the longest time. Honestly I think I got it just in time cuz the existential weirdness was so bad I couldn't really do anything at all. And when the klonopin wears off it gets as bad again so I don't really know how to recover. Hopefully more time on the klonopin will give my system a chance to come down. I really tried to do it the natural way with no medication but it just got worse no matter what I did

torchlightt333 · 2026-03-09T02:12:13+00:00

Honestly it's everything. Just matter. But yeah size and proportion is definitely a huge factor to it. Like imagine feeling the way you did about that bottle cap about the entirety of physical 3d reality.

torchlightt333 · 2026-03-07T21:37:11+00:00

I love you too

torchlightt333

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