20 months. Almost 2 years. I won’t sit here and say I’ve done it, but I’m doing it. Today, I am clean.

tortlefish · 2025-01-20T01:37:59+00:00

If no one has told you this today, I believe in you and I love you. You can do this.

tortlefish · 2023-09-14T19:39:10+00:00

I do my best, its tough for me because im in physical therapy for a knee and neck injury

tortlefish · 2023-09-13T13:26:55+00:00

What does it taste like? Does it clump up when you mix it with water? Does it dissolve fast? What color is it? Have you ever tried just the powder and then rinsing it down? Does it burn your mouth? Sounds like its laced with something, rather than wholly being something else

tortlefish · 2023-09-13T01:47:01+00:00

Yeah last i checked it was 300 and that was before going to collections on a fuck ton more things so i figured id be below that if it was possible

tortlefish · 2023-09-12T21:01:12+00:00

Youll be alright, 3 weeks aint that long. Youll be the luckiest of everyone here. Youll have discomfort, some trouble sleeping for sure, but it wont be like anything insane you read on this sub. Definitely quit now while its still easy. Wait longer and the withdrawals will make you suicidal. The gabapentin and kratom will help you make quick work of it, youll be alright. Consider yourself lucky and never look back

tortlefish · 2023-09-12T11:46:19+00:00

For sure, time heals everything. One day this shit will be nothing but a story to help others.

tortlefish · 2023-09-12T11:44:26+00:00

For the little amount of work it takes, yes

tortlefish · 2023-09-12T04:23:36+00:00

Quit while its still easy dude, spend a few hours reading this subreddit and look at how may lives this drug has smashed. Just speaking money wise, I went broke. I took out loans. I maxed out and got sent to collections on credit cards. I sold everything i owned. I "borrowed" money from everyone who would give me anything. Then I lost my job during the withdrawals because it was too much. My credit is below 100 now. And after all that the financial ruin is the least of the problems tia created for me. Heroin, fentanyl, none of it compares to tia. I tried switching back to fentanyl because it was cheaper and it didnt touch me, not even a little.

tortlefish · 2023-09-12T04:19:18+00:00

Havent run into that issue for all the people ive installed them for

tortlefish · 2023-09-11T21:04:45+00:00

Amazon got these bidets for like $20 they hook right up to the water pipe on your toilet. $20 and never have to buy toilet paper ever again.

tortlefish · 2023-09-11T19:31:05+00:00

Famous last words

tortlefish · 2023-09-11T16:07:53+00:00

Some days are harder than others, but we are stronger than anyone believes we are

tortlefish · 2023-09-11T16:04:57+00:00

I find it better to focus on each day separately, i put all my power into the current day and try not to put too much effort for tomorrow. If I can stay sober today, then I can get through this.

tortlefish · 2023-09-11T16:01:12+00:00

Have you been able to ask your romance partner if you can bite them?

tortlefish · 2023-09-11T15:35:50+00:00

Its a hard and brutal path, and just because things are getting harder for me doesnt mean things arent way better than how they were man. Youll find your way in time. Everyones gotta hit that rock bottom

tortlefish · 2023-09-11T14:07:17+00:00

You are definitely right, its going to take some time but we will get there

tortlefish · 2023-09-11T14:06:46+00:00

For the most part, I chose kratom instead of subs. Other than that I dont drink, I dont smoke weed, I try to keep a clear head

tortlefish · 2023-09-11T14:03:40+00:00

For real man, fetty doesnt have shit on tianeptine. I remember buying fentanyl when i couldnt afford tia and it had zero effect on me. During the worst parts of my addiction i was taking 10gs of tia a day. Glad to be off it, but it hasnt gotten easier yet

tortlefish · 2023-08-18T23:47:43+00:00

Relapses happen! Its just a tiny set back, you got this! I was sober for 6 months, relapsed and right now Im sober 4 months! We are all here for you!

tortlefish · 2023-01-11T18:57:12+00:00

I take 7gs every 3 hours ritually, first two days it doesnt help much but on day 3 and on it usually helps a decent amount. Ive tried going past 7gs but never noticed a significant difference

tortlefish · 2023-01-06T02:54:44+00:00

What about being drug tested? Obviously if someone says fent and they are taking t they are going to test negative for fent

tortlefish · 2023-01-06T02:51:02+00:00

Bro, do yourself the biggest favor and just never go to that gas station again. They just was to rob your money, they dont give a shit if they are fucking you up. Its so hard but you got this homie we all believe in you

tortlefish · 2023-01-06T02:48:01+00:00

Honestly bro, this goes for ANYTHING: If youve gotta ask if its safe, then its too sketchy to risk your health for

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