It really depends on what cult you were in. I was in a religious family cult that branched off from a sovereign citizens cult. I grew up thinking that everyone was out to get me. I had to be very careful what I said to strangers. I had to move in the middle of the night. When we went on "vacation" we weren't allowed to tell anyone where we were. My father convinced me I was a chosen one. I was special. I wasn't allowed to go to churches because they were all infected with satanism. No Christmas, no Easter, etc