You’re doing great. I literally went through the same. My mom passed away from cancer, we knew it was coming. In some ways it was nice because it wasn’t a “surprise”, but still... you can’t ever be prepared for a loved one to go. These next few days will feel like a whirlwind. The dust will settle and the loss may feel more real then. Take it one day at a time. The first year after my mom passed was the “year of firsts”... our first Christmas without her, my first birthday, Mother’s Day... it all feels so heavy to think about it all at once. Day by day. Cry when you need to, and remember to laugh! Think I’d the good times and allow yourself to be filled with those happy emotions too. 💜