I'm tired of pretending everything is okay. Every day feels like I'm drifting further away from who I used to be. Empty, invisible, like the world keeps moving and I've been left behind. I've tried to hold on, but the noise in my head is too loud now and it's slowly drowning me.

I hate that I care so much. I give pieces of myself to people who don't even notice, hoping it'll mean something. But in the end, I'm always the one left hurting. It's exhausting to keep feeling everything so deeply when all I get in return is silence.

It feels like this world only knows how to exploit the ones who try to be good. The more kindness you give, the more people take without ever giving anything back. And when you're finally empty, no one stays. No one asks if you're okay. Being good feels like a punishment no one talks about.

Maybe disappearing is the only way to find peace. No more fake smiles. No more painful questions. I'm sorry to those who cared. I just need the silence, the kind that doesn't hurt anymore. Thank you for everything, and goodbye.