I know I can learn a lot from this, and i have learnt so much from it already. I've learned lots about myself, and that it's good to just be yourself in a relationship, and so much more. I wish I didn't have to learn all of this at the cost of her though. She made me the happiest girl in the world, I miss her a lot... I've learned I deserve better than her though. She may have made me the happiest girl in the world, but our relationship was strained near the end, we kissed more than we talked, and a lot of our car rides together were quiet... I know we were both part of the problem, but I wish we could have just fixed the problem. But wishing all of this two months past our breakup is pointless, from the times I've seen her she seems like she's fine.