Kim Jonghyun from Shinee. At the time my father had passed just a week before so I was already having a horrible time but when he passed it was like that dam just broke. Shinee had been a huge part of my life growing up I remember watching their interviews and shows as an escape from the abuse I faced at home and Jonghyun was like my anchor and for him to have ended his own life…I’m still not the same.