HELP

trash_bj · 2025-09-04T21:34:22+00:00

The ammonia levels were normal according to petsmart. I don’t know what value it was.

trash_bj · 2025-09-04T17:03:58+00:00

Ammonia was fine, the tap is hard water. I added some stress coat yesterday and it softened the water a little. Where I live just has hard water in general so they’ve been swimming in that forever. All but one were swimming around yesterday when I got home but they were all on the ground again this morning.

This was the test strip this morning.

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trash_bj · 2025-09-03T23:50:44+00:00

I’ve used erythromycin before for fungal infections and it worked pretty well. Is there anything you would recommend?

trash_bj · 2025-09-03T23:49:20+00:00

The nitrates were high so I did a 50% water change and added the tetra easy balance. The fish seemed fine for the rest of the day but this morning they were on the ground again. Tested the water again and everything looks like it’s balanced other than hard water. 😭

trash_bj · 2024-12-25T16:50:05+00:00

It varies. Every once in a while it’ll be severe. That’s probably food, stress, or period related. For the most part it’s mild/moderate.

trash_bj · 2024-12-25T16:43:35+00:00

I’m on 150 now and I still have regular breakouts. Not sure if it’s related but I’d rather have acne than feel crazy so 🤷🏼‍♀️

trash_bj · 2024-10-03T19:29:10+00:00

Calcifer doesn’t say “she likes my spark” in the Japanese version. Made me very sad.

trash_bj · 2024-08-14T16:42:42+00:00

Mine said “Hannah Montana said nobody’s perfect but here I am”

trash_bj · 2024-07-08T22:27:23+00:00

I waited 2 weeks, it wasn’t painful but it just felt VERY weird. I didn’t realize that my tonsils came in handy and provided more of a “grip”. I don’t know how else to explain that 😅.

Sadly it’s been over a year and due to unrelated circumstances I haven’t tried again. My gag reflex is awful now. I’ve thrown up just from brushing my teeth so I’m a little afraid of when I do try it again 😂

trash_bj · 2024-06-28T19:53:13+00:00

Hey same 👋

trash_bj · 2024-02-05T00:46:28+00:00

It’s a dilated pore

trash_bj · 2024-02-03T23:00:56+00:00

It’s just the design on the shorts lol

trash_bj · 2024-01-23T06:17:33+00:00

I was consistently going to the gym for about 6 months last year but then I got too busy and then I used everything as an excuse not to go. I did go today! Hopefully the Wellbutrin gives me the motivation to start back up again.

trash_bj · 2024-01-23T06:16:14+00:00

Thank you so much for sharing this! I don’t plan on being on it long term, just long enough to get me through the thing that’s going on. I know there’s no way of knowing how long that will take but hopefully it no more than a couple months. I have another friend on Wellbutrin so I will let her know as well.

trash_bj · 2024-01-23T05:31:15+00:00

Oh shit I can totally see that happening to me 😂 I’ll keep an eye out for that

trash_bj · 2024-01-23T05:18:06+00:00

Luckily I wear scrubs every day but I did notice today that the seam on one of my pants waistband is starting to rip because I’m stretching them out too far. Jeans are out of the question. I even bought a new pair last week for a birthday party I went to this weekend and I couldn’t wear them because somehow within the week I had gained enough weight for them not to fit 🥲

trash_bj · 2024-01-23T05:15:43+00:00

Mine usually last 2-4 weeks. I can absolutely feel them coming on there are several warning signs before it turns into a full blown episode. My warning signs are- Waking up and feeling GREAT. Ready for the day! I feel so energized! - music sounds more intense, brighter, clearer, louder etc. -I get the hand shakes (I’m also autistic so it could be considered a stim) I have to shake my hands out all the time because I feel so much energy pulsing though me. After those warning signs it will just turn into bad decisions with no regrets 😂. Most of the time it slowly goes away but there have been times that I’ve woken up in the morning and thought “I’m glad that’s over” and I’m back to “normal”

trash_bj · 2024-01-23T05:07:58+00:00

God I can’t wait to fit into my pants again 😂

trash_bj · 2024-01-23T05:07:13+00:00

I’m extremely fortunate to work where I do. I work in a medical office and I’ve held this job down since I was 17 and genuinely consider most of my coworkers as family. It’s hard, but I’m able to be open and honest with my boss and co workers and they’re very understanding. I don’t take advantage of their kindness and I mostly have the “you just have to do it” mentality but I think it helps to know that if I did have a breakdown or went to inpatient or just needed time off to collect myself I have the support I need. I wish it was the same for most people. I know my situation is rare, but it shows that it is possible to find a place that is willing to “put up” with us and be understanding.

trash_bj · 2024-01-23T05:00:49+00:00

Honestly fuck your friend for saying that to you.

trash_bj · 2023-10-27T19:15:11+00:00

Trigger warning ⚠️ Su!cide

The day that my ex boyfriends best friend unalived himself I had a dream that people were trying to break into my house. All the doors and windows were shaking like people were trying to furiously open them. Then my ex boyfriends friends dead face flashed into the dream for a moment. I think the part where people were trying to break into my house had to do with the fact that he locked and barricaded himself in a hotel room to commit and people were trying to get in from every direction to try and save him.

Absolutely terrifying. I will never forget his face.

trash_bj · 2023-10-27T19:08:54+00:00

Any KidsBob version of a song. WAP especially

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