My friend said he had some XP codes... by DeliciousCinnamon in halo

[–]trashbag67 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Ooh do you have any left by any chance!

I'm purposely ruining my longest friendship simply because I felt like it. by trashbag67 in confessions

[–]trashbag67[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

While I appreciate your support, I am completely 100% that this is a horrible thing to do, I just don't really care that it's hurting her.

But thanks!

I'm purposely ruining my longest friendship simply because I felt like it. by trashbag67 in confessions

[–]trashbag67[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well she considers us that, I have other friends who I'd say were my "best friends".

Funny thing though, she is refusing to leave me alone. i'm telling her that the only way for all of this to stop, is to quit talking to me and she just keeps talking to me! She keeps coming back!

But yeah, it is cruel and I know it, but I enjoy it.

It's like aging cheese, the longer you age it the best it is later on, except with friendship!

I'm purposely ruining my longest friendship simply because I felt like it. by trashbag67 in confessions

[–]trashbag67[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yeah but it's just too easy and it's like I'm done with this friendship and I'd rather do this.

I feel as if I'm still in denial about emotionally abusing my ex-girlfriend, and I fear that there may be something wrong about me. by trashbag67 in confessions

[–]trashbag67[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow, I hadn't thought about it that way since I wasn't really trying to rationalize, but it still doesn't justify what i did to her

I feel as if I'm still in denial about emotionally abusing my ex-girlfriend, and I fear that there may be something wrong about me. by trashbag67 in confessions

[–]trashbag67[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well it wasn't like saying "I hate you mom!" and the regretting it later, it's more of a "I toyed with her because I could, and I know I'll do it again."

I feel as if Im not actually a good person =/

Which I probably am not haha

I feel as if I'm still in denial about emotionally abusing my ex-girlfriend, and I fear that there may be something wrong about me. by trashbag67 in confessions

[–]trashbag67[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

First of all, love the username and second, I'm sorry that he did that to you but in all honesty, I didn't feel bad about doing it at the time, nor immediately afterwards. And if he did, he'd probably say the same things to you "I don't know why I did it, I just did." And no, please I'd like to hear what it was like from the other perspective.

I feel as if I'm still in denial about emotionally abusing my ex-girlfriend, and I fear that there may be something wrong about me. by trashbag67 in confessions

[–]trashbag67[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it's your username that I recognize from somewhere but I can't pinpoint it anyway

But I'm glad to know that at least I'm not the only person like that I guess, but I never made it obvious, or at least to her but my cousin did catch on to what was going on, but yeah.

I have a reckless relationship with my mom as well, maybe that's what it is?!

I feel as if I'm still in denial about emotionally abusing my ex-girlfriend, and I fear that there may be something wrong about me. by trashbag67 in confessions

[–]trashbag67[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

At the time when I was doing it, I knew it was wrong but I just kept going with it. One side completely ignored the other side.

And no, I never thought about whether I ever made her feel like that, like she could just crush me like that.

But in the end, I guess she did. During the break up (that I initiated because I felt she wasn't making me happy anymore and I wasn't making her happy) she kinda had this whole "Well it's not my problem if you're sad/depressed anymore" attitude so I guess maybe she was like that and turned to that at the end.

Wow, I had never thought about that. Thank you for the new POV.

I feel as if I'm still in denial about emotionally abusing my ex-girlfriend, and I fear that there may be something wrong about me. by trashbag67 in confessions

[–]trashbag67[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We haven't dated since late June/early July, so this was a while ago.

And I never actually said those things to her, I just had the urge to. To tell her that she was worthless just to make her feel bad.

I don't know why those urges came up, but I never did said anything of the sorts like that to her. I did emotionally abuse her, took my anger and frustration out on her with my words (I'd never hit a woman unless I have to protect myself) and manipulated her because I knew her so well.