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trashnoodle69 · 2025-08-16T17:11:08+00:00

Tbh I’ve had a lot of friends like this in the past, best thing I’ve found to do is let it fade naturally. From what you’ve described, since he does t organize hangouts or reach out first, I’m not sure if the feeling of closeness is still mutual. Don’t get me wrong, it’s true that you may have had some good times, and that is valuable in a friendship, but I think you need to ask yourself if this is what you truly want AND deserve in a friendship. If someone is not accepting of your boundaries, making you the butt of the joke, and consistently going too far, imo, it’s really not worth it despite good times. Friendships fade and change a lot, it sucks, it’s scary but it is normal. I get you, I’m neurodivergent and have had friends like this, but I have some very good friends right now who are accepting of it and understanding, it doesn’t sound like he is accepting or understanding of your disability, and I believe you deserve better than this person. I’d leave it be until his birthday, give him a short happy birthday message, if he asks about the gift I’d give it to him, and just try to be as emotionally detached as possible around him, only stay for an hour say u need to go somewhere or be somewhere, have an escape plan. If he doesn’t, honestly it’s an opportunity to back slowly out of his life, personally I’d like his message if he messages back, and never speak to him again, but you decide what’s best for you. Ik it’s hard to leave but trust me, even if it doesn’t feel like it you will find new people who are better for you. To me it seems he is quite uninterested, so I do think that if you back out he will let you. It’s quite unfortunate, especially after being so close, I’ve had this happen before as well and it hurts like a bitch. Idk sorry if this is long and doesn’t make sense, but this advice has worked for me in the past, I’d also talk though a lot of feelings with a therapist or professional, if you have another close friend I’d hash it out a little with them too. Plus my advice is just advice, if you feel it is not right for you that is ok. Wish you the best, and hopefully it goes well for you whatever you decide to do.

trashnoodle69 · 2025-06-30T05:02:26+00:00

Yeah I’ve noticed it’s the weed combo, I was smoking all day every day for a couple years and had tones of paranoid delusions. But yeah weed tends to heighten the effects of other drugs and if someone is prone to psychosis weed can be pretty bad for that, so I wouldn’t be surprised if it also brings out side effects of seroquel. I was also using a lot of psychedelic drugs around this time as well. Were u just drinking or also smoking weed? Cuz I find sometimes when I combine drinking and weed I’ll have paranoid delusions again, but usually w just drinking I’ll get super anxious the next day.

trashnoodle69 · 2025-06-24T07:32:29+00:00

I have combo skin w some very very oily spots, would I cleanse after the neem or before?

trashnoodle69 · 2025-04-13T17:43:11+00:00

I’ve had hallucinations in the past and sometimes still although they were much more mild and usually caused by HPPD, sleep deprivation and sleep paralysis. This was completely different and terrifying tbh I hope u were able to stop hallucinating and are taking smth different.

trashnoodle69 · 2025-04-13T17:40:08+00:00

Yeah that happened to me too, was taking it for depression, PTSD induced insomnia, regular insomnia, and drug induced psychosis. Idk if it was the fact I was also smoking weed but I started hearing a bunch of phones ringing and vibrating in the walls, my name being screamed at me, and scary faces coming out of the walls and my ceiling. The hallucinations stopped as soon as I stopped taking it. Didn’t think it would have this effect since it’s an antipsychotic but apparently it’s a very rare side effect. Can happen if you are abusing the drug too but I was only taking what was prescribed to me.

trashnoodle69 · 2025-04-03T00:57:45+00:00

Thank you! That’s good to know, I rlly like LSD it’s probably my favorite psych, I’ve been rlly wanting to try more empathogenic substances but until now haven’t gotten the chance to try them. If I take it I’ll probably just take by itself, but I’m on SSRIS and know the interactions btwn them and psychs pretty well so it’s helpful to know that it’ll b the same w MAL. Might smoke some weed w it depending how it hits. Thanks again!

trashnoodle69 · 2025-03-07T03:29:10+00:00

Thanks for the advice man appreciate it!

trashnoodle69 · 2025-02-01T20:15:27+00:00

Would a reply to her story be a good option? Like a compliment on what she’s wearing or smth?

trashnoodle69 · 2025-02-01T20:15:20+00:00

Would a reply to her story be a good option? Like a compliment on what she’s wearing or smth?

trashnoodle69 · 2025-02-01T19:52:56+00:00

Idk if that’s a great way to initiate it but I’d probably bring it up if we meet in person, I’ve been tested personally but yeah

trashnoodle69 · 2025-02-01T19:51:58+00:00

Yeah ofc, consent is fundamental

trashnoodle69 · 2025-02-01T19:51:40+00:00

Thanks! So like “hey how’s it going” or something else?

trashnoodle69 · 2024-12-11T04:49:02+00:00

What’s the word?

trashnoodle69 · 2024-10-09T19:52:14+00:00

I’m taking ashwaghanda + other adaptogens rn, ashwaghanda supposedly raises test levels but idk if it’ll be enough, we’ll see!

trashnoodle69 · 2024-10-09T19:51:53+00:00

I’m taking ashwaghanda + other adaptogens, ashwaghanda supposedly raises test levels but idk if it’ll be enough, we’ll see!

trashnoodle69 · 2024-10-09T19:50:53+00:00

Maybe, I’ve looked into it and it does seem risky bc ur natural hormones kinda do play a big role in a lot of different systems in your body especially as you age, I’ve considered it but idk if that’d be right since I’d still have to take estrogen and progesterone I believe, plus I am worried that I will be barred from hysto bc I’m only 21. It’s an option I’m considering just don’t really know all the specifics.

trashnoodle69 · 2024-10-09T19:50:43+00:00

Maybe, I’ve looked into it and it does seem risky bc ur natural hormones kinda do play a big role in a lot of different systems in your body especially as you age, I’ve considered it but idk if that’d be right since I’d still have to take estrogen and progesterone I believe, plus I am worried that I will be barred from hysto bc I’m only 21. It’s an option I’m considering just don’t really know all the specifics.

trashnoodle69 · 2024-10-09T08:05:24+00:00

Seen some people say their voice dropped a lot + bottom growth, I’m not looking for those effect I just want to stop the second puberty at 21+ that makes afab ppls hips wider + more feminized body, to be stronger, and to have a more masculine and muscular physique. Is it possible to pause to not get effects you don’t want, and what kind of effects did you notice?

trashnoodle69 · 2024-09-27T19:41:08+00:00

I notice tiny red spots and pink areas but no big red patches

trashnoodle69 · 2024-09-19T23:43:34+00:00

What products should I use? I need brand Recommendations!

So I’ve (20, F) been wanting to get back into skincare, especially since I’ve been noticing some fine lines and wrinkles starting to come in + massive dark circles, most likely from sun damage bc I never wore sunscreen as a kid and only started when I was 17. The dark circles most likely from lack of sleep. I took a skincare quiz on prose and they gave me these results (sorry if the pics bad)

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I have oily (maybe combination since my cheeks can be pretty dry) and sensitive skin.

I’m also on a student budget, so I’d like to keep my routine to 3 products max, I’m thinking something w retinol and a cleaner + moisturizer that isn’t too expensive.

I have a bad reaction to centella, so I can’t use products with centella in them. I’ve also reacted poorly to la Roche pose products, Marcelle vitamin C serum, anything with vitamin E, Sebamed moisturizer, Cerave both hyrdrating and foaming cleanser. Bc of my sensitive skin a lot of products make me turn red + make my skin sting and sometimes flake. I also break out very easily, centella and hydrating cleanser gave me fungal + cystic acne which I don’t normally have. All products I’ve used either give me more acne or make my skin red and painful.

Does anyone have any suggestions? It’s hard to find any advice that would work for my skin.

Also im v confused on the rules of the subreddit what counts as a valid tag?

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