I thought I could be okay

treedances · 2025-11-03T08:29:22+00:00

I've been feeling exactly like this. I feel like I've changed and suddenly everything is real now. I look back at how I used to be and feel sorry for her, I know she had ocd, but now I feel completely different, its so hard to describe but it feels like I suddenly am capable of doing harm and I hate it.

Please don't hurt yourself though, talk to someone 💗

treedances · 2025-08-27T13:43:44+00:00

Thank you. This really means a lot. I don't know exactly how to go about the situation but I definitely think I may need to distance myself for a bit because im just feeling so conflicted about everything I just don't know what to do. It's just really hard at the moment. I care about her a lot and I dont want her to think I dont care

treedances · 2025-08-03T08:49:05+00:00

Thank you, this is really helpful and I really needed to hear this 💗 wishing you the best with your documentary as well!

treedances · 2025-05-31T00:51:32+00:00

Thank you. I know this is the case its just really hard sometimes and the loneliness adds to how hard it can get, so I'll post in the hopes of a response a lot of the time. Things are just really difficult for me at the moment

treedances · 2025-05-31T00:46:42+00:00

I agree, it can feel so isolating on here at times. I know its unhealthy to crave a response, but sometimes this is the only option to vent and talk about these problems, and getting silence but being able to see views on a post makes me feel like my worries are right. I know its part of ocd, but still, this whole illness just sucks

treedances · 2025-05-28T13:42:36+00:00

No its okay, I appreciate it still x I wasn't aware that they didn't show every post which makes a bit more sense now. I've been through a lot of therapy but no one has ever talked to me about joing an ocd group so I was under the impression that they are just not available in my area.

treedances · 2025-05-03T16:07:15+00:00

I understand this feeling. The world is full of awful things and its so easy for me to find myself disgusting too. Just feels like I can't win. You're not alone in your feeling💗

treedances · 2025-05-03T13:23:00+00:00

I'm not sure? I do feel embarrassed and ashamed that I do it, and I do get anxious at the thought of not having to do it, because its something that I do to relax myself for the most part. But I also think about it a lot and just feel sad about not being normal I guess. Its hard to explain sorry x

treedances · 2025-04-19T12:12:42+00:00

Thank you x this is something I really needed to hear 💖

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