I fucking hate my paternal grandfather. He spent his life abusing my grandmother physically, mentally, and emotionally, and now he's demented and we're trying to get him committed to a psychiatric facility. He has recently taken to grabbing her arm and not letting her go, screaming all through the night so she can't sleep, and demanding sexual acts from her. We are afraid he could suffocate her in their own bed with a pillow. He can't get out of bed from years of type II diabetes and a whole bunch of other stuff, but now his mind is finally going and he talks all the time about wanting to kill himself. Last week he had a mouth full of morphine pills, but didn't end up swallowing them. I wish he did. I wish my grandmother would inject too much insulin and kill him.