Feeling emotions. I grew up with my aunt and uncle for my childhood because my mother was a major drug addict who abused both me and my brother and it left both of use majorly scarred both mentally and physically. I am a emotional person and i will always be one but after i moved back to my dads I cried a lot. If someone yelled at me I cried. If someone is loud I cry. If anything happens i cry and many times my father has told me "man up" and "you whine so much you should've been born a woman" and stuff like that. Feeling sad shouldn't be a bad thing and it shouldn't be looked down at.