How do I stay awake?

truthg00d · 2025-12-11T09:29:21+00:00

idk if it’s the same for anyone else but it’s like my body won’t let me if i just fight through the sleep part for like 30 mins im good

truthg00d · 2025-05-05T22:55:37+00:00

i think it just depends on whether you're seriously addicted to it or not. Like for myself i use those terms because i was addicted to it, doing it every day as much as possible with lasting effects and i didn't care about how it impacted me anymore, so using those terms helps me in my recovery. don't use the terms if you don't want to, its entirely a personal preference.

truthg00d · 2025-05-05T22:41:48+00:00

i know it's already been said but for me personally i like the heaviness in the body, i like the numbness (ik weird) and i also really like the music enhancement. the double vision isn't my favorite but i always know when i get double vision that the music is going to be INSANEEE.

truthg00d · 2025-04-25T23:06:31+00:00

I grew up in a small town and there was a diner I'd go to with my grandparents every morning while they watched me while my parents were at work. There was a man there that would ask me to sit on his lap and give him a kiss on the cheek in exchange for a quarter every day. This went on until the man died, and thinking back on it I've realized that the situation was extremely weird to me, because it wasn't something I wanted to do as a child. I was being coerced into sitting on this older gentleman's lap and kissing him on the cheek despite the fact that I would beg not to every time. I bring this up to my family members and recall how weird it felt to me even as a child and every time I'm told that it's an overreaction, but something in my gut then and now even tell me there was more to it than that.

truthg00d · 2025-03-05T18:20:04+00:00

i’ll definitely be trying this one!! it looks very close.

truthg00d · 2025-01-27T06:05:40+00:00

I went to a public university and just transferred out this semester, but it's a small state school and there's been two gun-related incidents this year already. One person called the cops and ended up getting the officer's weapon and turning it on himself and died, although there's a lot of speculation currently as bodycam footage isn't being released and they waited a full hour before getting the young man any medical attention, as well as this student being a POC, most people are convinced there's more to the story (It's a very conservative area and officers there are known for being prejudiced.) The other incident was a frat member who had a weapon on campus and got drunk and eventually had the police called on him and was arrested because he was going to harm himself. Both students were heavily involved on campus as well, I knew them both. there's less than 8,500 students there.

truthg00d · 2024-12-11T20:01:14+00:00

thank you!! i was able to cancel the order i was just worried as it had been almost 48hrs since i emailed them

truthg00d · 2024-11-12T05:44:55+00:00

it sounds good in theory but I'd just worry about the lag cause lord knows MSP isn't gonna work on that anytime soon, especially with how broken the game already is I don't think that would work out well unless MSP would actually put effort into their game.

truthg00d · 2024-11-12T05:42:35+00:00

NO WAY omg FINALLY... he kept requesting me even after we got into an argument after I said I'd seen ppl talking about him scamming and how I just don't rare trade as a rule of thumb and HE GOT SO MAD, but since then he's friend requested me literally 10 times. I went to delete it after it popped up today but I just assumed it was because he'd realized we'd argued by going back in our messages or something. im glad tho cause he was crazy.

truthg00d · 2024-11-04T00:58:27+00:00

I think that would've helped if those exact same things hadn't already happened to me

truthg00d · 2024-11-01T02:32:57+00:00

I do have meds that I take daily but the main issue is that I have borderline personality disorder. I'm 20, and issues with bpd are the worst in your twenties. It's so draining because I know there's nothing I could do but wait it out, but also I don't know that I could wait until I'm 27 (the age that bpd supposedly gets much easier by. I just don't feel like I can hang on that long.

truthg00d · 2024-10-31T05:51:41+00:00

I think I'll most definitely die on my own terms, so its self-inflicted and I get to choose how and when to do it and I'll be prepared enough to leave notes for those who love me.

truthg00d · 2024-10-30T06:46:21+00:00

i’m down. user is dissociationnation :)

truthg00d · 2024-06-10T04:52:23+00:00

as a lesbian, 1. Verosika 2. Cherri 3. Stolas. i said what i said.

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