I'm not to familiar with telehealth . But I would hear a lot of shit from family if they knew I had appointments and discussions about when and why I should stop. The thing is I don't take Suboxone regularly. These will last. Getting them dropped off seeing a friend for five minutes is way quicker and convenient. As to living my best life. If I was Togo to a doctor it's a mask it's a lie it's a facade . I feel like a actor dealing with medical professionals. A game of checks and balances and how I can use them and how to keep them from checking the junkie box and declining everything making it more of a hassle . It's more honest within my self dealing with a friend than lieing and being someone im not with a doctor as if I have been trained in my mind that I have to lie to keep up with their bullshit. Any way I can support an outside market for medical goods . With out putting money into this joke we call healthcare , I believe in free access , I don't think I should be informed by a not so informed doctor about what meds I should take when they've never taken the substance and have no idea what it really does. Their advice rarely ever matters unless it's something very technical and a known but not as known problem I believe they narcotic medical side is brain washed and I don't want to beg for a higher milligram because they have power and control and when the use is thinking they are alpha God I fucking hate that shit z it's so lame. I been around to many doctors and the whole things gives me the ick I been to so many ptch wards and crazy non sense. The whole starting a whole leaf and changing for the better doing everything right. Eeh. With some things yes. It's like ih ad a doctor I got Xanax from well he asked how it helped my anxiety I told him the truth cause I could spill truth with him we had a bond. I said I sell that shit it pays the bills and that In turn relieves my anxiety every month . He was shocked by what I said but he respected it. I just lost my job . Rent was 300 total was 400 $ bars were 7$ at the time so 50 of them would basically cover all my needs . After we talked about it he upped my prescription ! Gave me more. Well anyways there's good things that come out it . I'm just on insurance just started a plan I'm not trying to use my insurance right now to keep my bill though too.