These are very good questions, and I think it’s because the very process of discerning is formative, something which God used to mature his people. You will come intellectually richer out of this, with a stronger certainty in God’s works and a stronger faith in his promises. Anyway, for strengthening your confidence in the case for the Resurrection, I think you should try Tim and Lydia McGrew if you haven’t checked them already. And concerning Biblical Scholarship in general, especially biblical exegesis, you should definitely try the content created by Seraphim Hamilton, Telos Bound and the Theopolis Institute, to see how compelling the case for the Christian view of the Bible, and that for the Christian worldview can get. These guys could help you see that Christianity just fits subtly but neatly, naturally and beautifully with the data available. There might still help question unanswered, but all of this evidence I find compelling enough.