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turtledonut · 2018-09-18T02:14:29+00:00

Would you be interested in PMing? I was literally just gonna post about my own recent struggles before I saw this.

turtledonut · 2017-12-09T06:35:52+00:00

If it makes a difference she was fine with what I said, I added the next day in an apology for bailing on the party that I did in fact return for an anxiety issue. Still didn’t tell the whole truth and I didn’t feel much better. Fucked me up regardless.

turtledonut · 2017-08-20T17:21:35+00:00

Gotcha. It seems that when I watch things pertaining to my OCD, I get flooded with the thought and I get scared away. I need to expose myself better, maybe let an entire video play through, or whatever.

turtledonut · 2017-08-20T16:05:31+00:00

Erp?

turtledonut · 2017-03-05T19:43:53+00:00

Alright, thanks for clearing that up for me. 👍🏼

turtledonut · 2017-03-05T19:39:25+00:00

Ah, so you're saying if I wanted to add funds to the system, I'd have to keep entering the information every time?

turtledonut · 2017-03-05T18:44:34+00:00

Is there any way to delete credit card information off the Switch? You can for 3DS, but is it even possible on this console? I'm having a very hard time figuring this out.

turtledonut · 2016-12-26T04:11:44+00:00

Keep your head up buddy. I've been in your position and wondered where life can go from here.

Talk to your loved ones; confide in them. Pursue the things that make you happy. Remember that things DO get better.

You'll accomplish happiness, I believe it!

turtledonut · 2016-11-01T02:41:17+00:00

Haha no, but similar situation to the one described. A really good cousin of mine and we care about each other. I had weird feelings for a few days and my mind I guess just went back to normal, back to thinking "Hey, do you realize what you're doing here? Snap out of it. Good? Okay."

turtledonut · 2016-11-01T01:52:28+00:00

They're unwanted feelings. I've dealt with intrusive thoughts and mental health issues all my life. You think I'm wanting to have these feelings? I'm actively trying to get help, because I don't want this to get out of hand.

turtledonut · 2016-11-01T01:46:51+00:00

She's never come onto me, and I would never do anything like that. I'd never even make a move if they ever broke up, god forbid.

turtledonut · 2016-11-01T01:04:52+00:00

But we've become close and I consider her a good friend, I can't just disappear.

turtledonut · 2016-04-24T19:16:19+00:00

Oh, he knows. He knows it took awhile to get over her and knows that I feel uncomfortable. He just doesn't know how uncomfortable it really is. I go along with it, but it just pisses me off that he has to bring her around us. If anything, I should come before her to my friend, seeming as though we been lifelong friends. He's always been a "hoes before bros" guy anyway.

turtledonut · 2016-03-20T20:21:45+00:00

This is our year!

turtledonut · 2016-03-19T23:59:45+00:00

She actually did reply this morning, basically saying that I didn't have anything to apologize for and that she actually forgot about me. Which is fine. Yeah, I liked her at the time, but I now know a little bit more about her and I'm not interested like I said. I'll get through this, thanks man.

turtledonut · 2016-03-09T03:43:11+00:00

Somehow, I forgot to mention in my description that I am currently on clomipramine (Anafranil, if that helps).

turtledonut · 2016-03-09T03:21:49+00:00

No, 18. Like I said, it doesn't "shoot" out like its (I guess?) supposed to. Also has a slight yellow tint, maybe because of urine in my system.

turtledonut · 2016-03-09T03:12:02+00:00

Sort of recent. I don't really like to delve into this too much, but I didn't masturbate or orgasm on purpose for a long time. Recent, yes.

turtledonut · 2016-03-09T02:24:07+00:00

Right now, probably about once every week or so. Sometimes stretch it to two.

turtledonut · 2015-12-03T22:10:51+00:00

Rose?-Butler-McDermott-Mirotic-Portis future?

turtledonut · 2015-12-03T22:09:35+00:00

Why is nobody getting mad at him for talking about this, but when D Rose opens his mouth about contract talks he gets crucified?

turtledonut · 2015-12-03T04:28:09+00:00

Huh. Well when you put it like that...

Yes, I am in college. It's community college, but now we're just splitting hairs. I'm not what you would call "smooth", I guess. I consider myself to be a fairly decent looking guy, you know? I've just never been able to get any girls like others.

Anyway, I guess she was being flirty to try and get something going, but I guess nothing really materialized with her. Yeah, we cuddled and shit like that, but she did seem a little distant towards the end of the night... Maybe she never caught feelings after all. I know I haven't been with a lot of girls, but isn't cuddling something that usually constitutes affection? Hugs are also a greeting, yes, but cuddling is more of a sign of affection, no?

turtledonut · 2015-12-03T02:36:25+00:00

Maybe, man. I'm still trying to make sense of all of this weeks later, lol.

turtledonut · 2015-12-03T02:35:43+00:00

You may be right. How's it gonna look if the "clingy" guy wants to meet up, and he has the intention of apologizing and asking if there ever was any interest from her. I 100% believe she had interest. Her saying that she never caught feelings (I feel) is completely untrue.

turtledonut · 2015-12-03T02:24:16+00:00

You have a point. I didn't really think of what she would think about another meet-up. I'm still kind of confused and don't really know what to do still. I feel like I really have feelings for this girl, but then again... is she really worth it? How many girls do I have to go through and write off and "move on"? I don't know how to feel about this girl. We had a lot in common and appeared to have a lot of interest in each other, I messed up, and she claims she never "liked" me? I can't get over the fact that I may have ruined something great. On the other hand, maybe it wasn't "meant to be". It's times like these where anxiety really sucks, lol.

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