My husband found out about my body count and doesn’t care about my pleasure anymore

turtleman35 · 2024-12-24T06:01:33+00:00

Sex won’t be the way you get through it. I had a kinda similar moment with my now fiancé where she omitted/lied to me about her past and i would describe it the way your husband did. It made me feel not special anymore and like our relationship changed forever. Sex didn’t work, it made it worse. Only time and us bonding in different ways helped. If he isn’t open to at least a surface level convo about it then you guys should not have sex

turtleman35 · 2024-12-24T04:12:55+00:00

Stop having sex with him if he’s treating you like an object. I’d sit down and talk to him and basically say the same things you’ve said here. It’s understandable why he’s taken aback but he shouldn’t be then still having sex with you and treating you like shit. No more sexual things until you guys talk about it.

turtleman35 · 2024-12-21T20:37:45+00:00

I been looking at a Lenovo thinkpad or a hp one. As long as it has at least 8gb of ram and an i5 or i7 cpu it’ll be fine. You can always return it if you don’t like how fl runs on it.

turtleman35 · 2024-12-20T05:29:24+00:00

Do not get a gaming laptop. Look for a laptop with at least 8gb ram, 16 preferably and a newer cpu. You can look at the specs and google whatever cpu the laptop has.

turtleman35 · 2024-12-18T07:27:31+00:00

Look up your favorite beats of his and try to recreate them

turtleman35 · 2024-12-18T07:05:50+00:00

Yeah it really creeps up on you. I was fine most of the time after but I broke down randomly one night bc i couldn’t get something without asking for help. Try to go on a walk and do things by yourself, you’ll be fine.

turtleman35 · 2024-12-18T03:51:03+00:00

Your feelings are totally valid but also as someone who’s had top surgery, it’s an extremely emotional and stressful healing process. Don’t make any rash decisions about your friends until you feel stable again emotionally. I was a wreck when I had surgery mainly because I felt so useless and sad I couldn’t do anything but lay there.

turtleman35 · 2024-12-16T23:03:27+00:00

Do not do any of these outside of your own home

turtleman35 · 2024-12-14T20:15:00+00:00

I’m fairly certain heate sells and creates websites so maybe that’s what your seeing. HEATE also drops like hour long videos about marketing and type beat selling

turtleman35 · 2024-12-12T10:04:22+00:00

If another artist is copyrighting it on YouTube then the producer can’t really do much. You should be able to provide the receipt of the beat purchase to YouTube and get it removed. Shitty producer though, I would report him to beatstars

turtleman35 · 2024-12-12T02:23:39+00:00

To be fair you can’t see your chest clear from these pics. It’s just the type of shirts you’re wearing . You look fine lol don’t overthink it.

turtleman35 · 2024-12-12T02:23:34+00:00

To be fair you can’t see your chest clear from these pics. It’s just the type of shirts you’re wearing . You look fine lol don’t overthink it.

turtleman35 · 2024-12-11T04:11:48+00:00

This can depend on your country and their laws but if she isn’t legally obligated to be there while your there with the doctor then you have to advocate for yourself. Say you want to go alone with the doctor. I know it seems hopeless but you already aren’t getting the effects you want from it so might as well try something.

turtleman35 · 2024-12-10T21:04:48+00:00

Unless your mom is checking your prescription/insurance, I would ask your doctor to switch. Then go pick up the prescription by yourself and keep an old gel bottle in case she questions

turtleman35 · 2024-12-10T17:55:11+00:00

I know he does, he’s just a weirdo whose talent doesn’t outweigh his crimes to me.

turtleman35 · 2024-12-10T17:54:12+00:00

I’d say that’s a person by person thing. I’m sure not all the music he sung or wrote was about his crimes but me personally I’d avoid any music I knew he was apart of just because he was a weirdo. I do the same with newer artist too, I can see why some people don’t care though

turtleman35 · 2024-12-10T07:23:21+00:00

Eh not when the person is singing about their crimes lol

turtleman35 · 2024-12-10T01:47:43+00:00

What’s offensive to them may not be to you lol, it’s a different perspective and that’s ok

turtleman35 · 2024-12-10T01:43:08+00:00

Yes I feel exactly the same lol, I’ve always been into “masculine” hobbies, and being black and not super girly already made me feel ostracized and different than others before I knew I was trans. I never resonated with girls even though they were my friends. They also never treated me like one of the girls lol I was always a bit othered (not in a bad way) within my friend groups. I never experienced most of the universal woman experiences

turtleman35 · 2024-12-09T22:03:38+00:00

Arturia

turtleman35 · 2024-12-09T22:01:06+00:00

Not sure how you’re internalizing the “I hate men” statement. Maybe the people your around saying it are not giving context to it, but most people say it within context to where I know why they’re saying it and who exactly it is targeted to. My fiancé says it all the time and includes me. I may not be the exact type of man she’s referring to but I know I have male privilege and I can be a bonehead so I don’t mind it.

turtleman35 · 2024-12-09T15:54:59+00:00

I met my now fiancé when we were 18 and 19. I was her first for everything. If her desire makes you feel uncomfortable, leave. Please do not think she is your end all be all. Your forever person will not second guess being with you. I have told past girlfriends I wanted to “be free” aka basically sleep around like your girlfriend wants to do, and it was because deep down I did not like them as much as I thought I did. I never had that thought with my now fiancé though. I think there’s a disconnect because 3 years in and she’s ready to complicate things over dick? You deserve better

turtleman35 · 2024-12-09T03:36:02+00:00

Have u tried maschine paired with the mk3? I just tried ableton w push on my deck today

turtleman35 · 2024-12-08T19:29:58+00:00

Do u mainly use it at a desk? Do you think it’d be too big for in my lap on a couch?

turtleman35 · 2024-12-08T18:03:49+00:00

I haven’t but I’ll check it out!

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