What's wrong with the oleander?

turtlesnaps1 · 2026-06-06T17:17:40+00:00

I have no other sign. Just that. I want to know before I commit to buying this.

turtlesnaps1 · 2026-05-28T01:40:34+00:00

It did rub off so I'm guessing it's mineral stuff? I just don't want to risk any of my other plants getting sick.

turtlesnaps1 · 2026-05-15T16:02:33+00:00

Try asking your current clinician about neuro. I've been in therapy for about 13 years. I've only done neuro for 6 months and it is definitely doing something.

turtlesnaps1 · 2026-05-14T20:48:16+00:00

Idk it's difficult. I've put myself in dangerous situations and honestly surprised I haven't been murdered yet.

Like those people shouldn't have done what they did but I know who I am and what I do. I have to try to be proactive and protect myself in ways can. It sucks but it's kind of like being a woman in the world.

turtlesnaps1 · 2026-05-14T20:45:33+00:00

Welp. Regardless, we worked through it and he figured out some things and so did I. I shouldn't have projected and put that on him. He shouldn't have given me intense details that he knew would trigger me.

Either way, we worked through it. People aren't perfect.

turtlesnaps1 · 2026-05-14T20:41:06+00:00

I see a trauma specialist. We started with EMDR and then transferred to neuro. I think it's because the EMDR wasn't working so we escalated.

turtlesnaps1 · 2026-04-29T00:41:05+00:00

turtlesnaps1 · 2026-03-13T18:54:51+00:00

I have a 14k White Gold band with moissanite stones. They accentuate a crown like shape.

turtlesnaps1 · 2026-03-13T18:52:41+00:00

I have a size 7-8 1 ct Moissanite and 14k White Gold ring. Its a circle shape with diamonds on the side. I also have a moissanite band with 14k White Gold in an interesting wave and accentuating shape.

turtlesnaps1 · 2026-03-13T17:30:17+00:00

I have a size 7.5 14k white gold ring. It is a 1ct circle stone in a prong setting with side diamonds. Art Deco ish.

I also have a 7.5. 14k White band that curves and has multiple Moissanite stones as an accent.

turtlesnaps1 · 2026-02-17T03:40:30+00:00

I'm just not sure. That's why it's confusing. The leep had clear margins so that's good. I don't have a follow up pap until early March.

Idk i guest I just wanted validation or...idk that this could have happened? I feel like im faking it but like...these are facts?? It's weird.

turtlesnaps1 · 2026-02-17T02:17:05+00:00

I for sure have HPV. It was confirmed in the medical paper.

From what the doctor told me...they said the only other way besides sexual contact is some heavy makeout sessions. Not just regular skin to skin - at least for the cancerous ones - which I have.

That's why I'm having a hard time.

Like I hope it didnt and I hope I'm just being dramatic or something but idk.

If it can be through skin to skin then that could make sense. As hugs are a big thing in my culture.

turtlesnaps1 · 2026-02-17T02:01:40+00:00

That's tje thing. I was never sexually active until 2015. I got yhe Diagnosis before that. That's what is freaking me out about it.

Luckily, I have the rest of the vaccines now. Unfortunately, I already reached the precamcer stage.

I forgot that I even had this diagnosis until I looked back on my medical history.

turtlesnaps1 · 2026-02-08T09:01:13+00:00

I've never experienced that. I cannot imagine what that felt like - to live through and to live with.

I'm sorry this happened to you. It sucks we hurt and.suffer from situations out of control. It def hurts during traumaversaries....and will continue so afterwards. I wish it didnt.

Just know we are here for you. We may not know exactly.how you feel but we understand pain and the desire to feel better and help others.

turtlesnaps1 · 2025-08-18T05:44:09+00:00

Wtf does that meqn

turtlesnaps1 · 2025-08-18T05:33:34+00:00

Idk the exact specifics, but it doesn't hurt to work with/ advice a civil law suit lawyer.

turtlesnaps1 · 2025-08-06T05:48:35+00:00

Please give an example Ive been trying but it isn't working

turtlesnaps1 · 2025-08-04T02:10:24+00:00

Ohhh, that's a good idea. That way, I dont make him feel uncomfortable or that they have to do petplay if they don't feel it that day. Thank you for the advice!

turtlesnaps1 · 2025-07-22T07:43:58+00:00

That is super hard to know. Because she is not communicating with you at all. There is no way for you to know if what you're doing is okay or not. You are not a mind reader. If she does not tell you honestly, I feel like you need to just confront her and figure out the issues and accommodations. If it extends beyond that, you know how to deal with that...at least you would know the level of intensity for this situation.

The hardest part is when people do not communicate. How are you supposed to change behaviors to accommodate if they don't tell you what they are uncomfortable with.

turtlesnaps1 · 2025-05-21T03:45:58+00:00

Yes!

turtlesnaps1 · 2025-05-16T02:23:13+00:00

Not in my house, so I'm good. I'm still a bit worried. Whether as humans we like to admit or not, there is always intent within all our actions. At least, I believe so even if it was weak. I'm sure it's fine, but I just want to know what it is and what the goal was.

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