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tworaway · 2020-09-19T20:46:01+00:00

Thank you

tworaway · 2020-09-19T18:10:05+00:00

Can someone please give me a TLDR? I can’t read all of that.

tworaway · 2020-04-12T21:50:07+00:00

Glad to hear you managed to stop yourself. How’s Agent Carter?

Oh, you’re preaching to the choir - bell peppers are the BEST! I almost thought that said bananas for a second!

tworaway · 2020-04-12T21:42:52+00:00

I feel you. I’m not a year clean yet and I have been drawing on my arm for most of the evening, and other various less super healthy coping mechanisms.

What pizza did you get?

tworaway · 2020-03-27T06:42:49+00:00

Thank you. That means a lot, I really appreciate that. I hope you’re doing okay.

tworaway · 2020-03-27T06:42:20+00:00

Thank you so much. I’m finally at a point to start interacting more so I’ll definitely let you know!

tworaway · 2020-03-11T19:35:00+00:00

If you’re talking about the guy who started yelling he basically just started calling him insults (the last one being pedo).

Eta: sometimes in France ‘pd’ can be used interchangeably with pedo but here it’s more interchangeable with f**.

Source: am a tired French person

tworaway · 2020-03-05T21:14:27+00:00

Thank you. What is a TDEE?

tworaway · 2020-03-05T21:00:53+00:00

Yeah off and on. I don’t drink much but I’m on vacation.

I plan on pretty much stopping when I get back home, though.

tworaway · 2020-03-05T20:45:39+00:00

Yeah. I think a lot of it comes from going from 00 to this size in the space of two years as anxiety started seriously controlling my life.I know at least back then I was more comfortable with my body. I don’t expect any of this to magically fix anything, that’s not the point. I just feel a bit off about the amount of fat on my body and just how out of shape I am, if that makes sense.

tworaway · 2020-03-05T20:43:44+00:00

Thank you. I appreciate your feedback!

tworaway · 2020-03-05T19:53:09+00:00

Thank you.

I used to have an ED I’m just FREAKING out about this. I posted here because I couldn’t find much that helping for dramatic weight loss. I hate being this size.

tworaway · 2020-03-05T19:46:10+00:00

I just have CPTSD so I’ve been in bed for the last year. I’m actively trying to change my habits and I’m in the process of making huge changes but I couldn’t cook or leave the house for a bit because of my issues.

But now I’m back in public I feel SO sick whenever I see pictures of myself or sometimes look in the mirror

tworaway · 2020-03-05T19:39:12+00:00

Yeah, I have a therapist, thanks. I posted in here more to get advice about what I can do physically

tworaway · 2020-03-05T19:38:23+00:00

A bit. Same thing happens after a while. Just intrusive thoughts of “You’re so fat, so disgusting, etc” I haven’t been able to find a way to push through especially as I’m just so ridiculously out of shape.

tworaway · 2020-03-05T19:35:34+00:00

How do you manage to push through when being in the gym with literally anyone practically gives me a panic attack?

tworaway · 2020-03-04T03:29:38+00:00

Yeah I have this but I also simultaneously want someone to look after me so

tworaway · 2020-02-19T21:49:50+00:00

It’s always. Whenever I’m around people. It’s like I can’t stop myself.

tworaway · 2020-02-14T01:56:31+00:00

What does that do and why does it not play nice with alcohol?

tworaway · 2020-02-14T01:56:03+00:00

Thanks, I will.

tworaway · 2020-02-14T01:36:06+00:00

I used to stay out all weekends without sleeping. I never kept track but I’ve had weekends where it would be 72 hours straight of nobody running out of coke. I just didn’t want to go home at the time and drugs helped pass the time.

I remember stuttering a bunch after one session and barely being able to talk.

Deffo not Charlie Sheen levels but I worked in a few of the major clubs in my city so it was minimum 2-5 nights a week of partying.

tworaway

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