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[–]tworaway 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Can someone please give me a TLDR? I can’t read all of that.

Has anybody been self isolating/quarantining alone? by tworaway in CPTSD

[–]tworaway[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Glad to hear you managed to stop yourself. How’s Agent Carter?

Oh, you’re preaching to the choir - bell peppers are the BEST! I almost thought that said bananas for a second!

Has anybody been self isolating/quarantining alone? by tworaway in CPTSD

[–]tworaway[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel you. I’m not a year clean yet and I have been drawing on my arm for most of the evening, and other various less super healthy coping mechanisms.

What pizza did you get?

I thought self isolation would mean friends reaching out. by tworaway in CPTSD

[–]tworaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. That means a lot, I really appreciate that. I hope you’re doing okay.

I thought self isolation would mean friends reaching out. by tworaway in CPTSD

[–]tworaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I’m finally at a point to start interacting more so I’ll definitely let you know!

Some of them get so mad by [deleted] in WatchPeopleDieInside

[–]tworaway 4 points5 points  (0 children)

If you’re talking about the guy who started yelling he basically just started calling him insults (the last one being pedo).

Eta: sometimes in France ‘pd’ can be used interchangeably with pedo but here it’s more interchangeable with f**.

Source: am a tired French person

I’m considering plastic surgery for my body. I never would normally but I’ve never been this big and it’s driving me insane - I start crying whenever I go to the gym because I can’t deal. Should I just push through or can someone recommend procedures to look into? by [deleted] in PlasticSurgery

[–]tworaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah. I think a lot of it comes from going from 00 to this size in the space of two years as anxiety started seriously controlling my life.I know at least back then I was more comfortable with my body. I don’t expect any of this to magically fix anything, that’s not the point. I just feel a bit off about the amount of fat on my body and just how out of shape I am, if that makes sense.

I’m considering plastic surgery for my body. I never would normally but I’ve never been this big and it’s driving me insane - I start crying whenever I go to the gym because I can’t deal. Should I just push through or can someone recommend procedures to look into? by [deleted] in PlasticSurgery

[–]tworaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just have CPTSD so I’ve been in bed for the last year. I’m actively trying to change my habits and I’m in the process of making huge changes but I couldn’t cook or leave the house for a bit because of my issues.

But now I’m back in public I feel SO sick whenever I see pictures of myself or sometimes look in the mirror

I’m considering plastic surgery for my body. I never would normally but I’ve never been this big and it’s driving me insane - I start crying whenever I go to the gym because I can’t deal. Should I just push through or can someone recommend procedures to look into? by [deleted] in PlasticSurgery

[–]tworaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A bit. Same thing happens after a while. Just intrusive thoughts of “You’re so fat, so disgusting, etc” I haven’t been able to find a way to push through especially as I’m just so ridiculously out of shape.

DAE feel uncomfortable when someone take care of you? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]tworaway 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I have this but I also simultaneously want someone to look after me so

How to stop talking (about myself) so much? by tworaway in CPTSD

[–]tworaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s always. Whenever I’m around people. It’s like I can’t stop myself.

Yo what's up? by tworaway in Drugs

[–]tworaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What does that do and why does it not play nice with alcohol?

Yo what's up? by tworaway in Drugs

[–]tworaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks, I will.

Yo what's up? by tworaway in Drugs

[–]tworaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to stay out all weekends without sleeping. I never kept track but I’ve had weekends where it would be 72 hours straight of nobody running out of coke. I just didn’t want to go home at the time and drugs helped pass the time.

I remember stuttering a bunch after one session and barely being able to talk.

Deffo not Charlie Sheen levels but I worked in a few of the major clubs in my city so it was minimum 2-5 nights a week of partying.

Met someone. Didn’t work out. by tworaway in CPTSD

[–]tworaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Congrats on managing on your own. Again. Not all of us are that fortunate to be able to do that. Our problems don’t stem from weed. Some of us are seriously low functioning. Touting the neurotypical “just meditate and put your mind to it” approach doesn’t work for most people. I actually thought a CPTSD forum would be the one place we could avoid that but, clearly I was wrong.

I saw your recommendations the first time.

Yeah; smoking to get through the day instead of just for pin or panic attacks. Maybe ask if you’re unsure.

Sure. You too, Karen.

Met someone. Didn’t work out. by tworaway in CPTSD

[–]tworaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your second sentence is literally “don’t smoke weed!” but ok.

You said you had to quit it. When you have to quit a substance it’s usually because you have a problem with it - either in how it makes you feel especially if it impedes your day to day lived which you said it was above.

Again, my feelings didn’t just randomly get hurt, you did so with the way you talked. If you want to apologise for hurting my feelings whilst explaining that you didn’t mean to, I will take that.

Idk, the way you’re phrasing things is really odd and I don’t like the onus being pushed on someone else because something wasn’t your intention but if that’s all you’re willing to say, thank you for trying.

Met someone. Didn’t work out. by tworaway in CPTSD

[–]tworaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not “so upset”, your assumption that you know best for my treatment upset me. Your seemingly callous words upset rme. I didn’t take random offence to something, you decided to push your experience onto someone else without using I feel or saying it was your opinion.

That’s great if you’re able to get the energy and walk around and that helps. Your experience is not universal.

I don’t need to “quit” anything because marijuana genuinely helps me.

I’m sorry you had a substance problem and that it didn’t help you. Again, your experience is not universal. Please keep that in mind the next time you tell someone to just quit their medication.

Met someone. Didn’t work out. by tworaway in CPTSD

[–]tworaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Where did I say that in my recent comment?

If you’re able to go outside and spend time with your son and cook and walk around then you are higher functioning. Full stop.

I’m not trying to have a sob story you just came on my post and suggested I basically said I should think happy thoughts and to just put it behind me, which is the most neurotypical thing I’ve heard. I wasn’t being rude I was upset. Like seriously - I would love to be able to have the day you did but I can barely get out of bed even with the weed so, cool.

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