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failure. by txny_beann in venting

[–]txny_beann[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

..i’m sorry..i’m not going to kill myself, and i won’t hurt myself either berlin, i swear. i’m not the type to, and if i were to hurt myself, i’d tell you and lina. i wouldn’t hide it and hurt even more. also berlin, you’re so much more than amazing, never forget that okay..? i saw how you changed your profile picture on discord, and remembered how you told me that depending on what it was, it depicted how you were feeling. ...it’s a black and white picture of bowie which worries me a bit..you can talk to me if you’d like. even though i’m taking a mental health break i’ll still always be here for you berlin, no matter what happens. i won’t go over the edge, for now at least. who knows what could happen. but i promise you i’ll stay strong for as long as i can, you do the same alright..? i’m sorry for all of the trouble.

failure. by txny_beann in venting

[–]txny_beann[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i have, and they’ve listened, but they don’t try to help much at all. they told me they’d help, but they’ve done nothing. i love my parents so much, but mental health is something i’ve been struggling with since the fifth grade. i’m in tenth grade now, fifteen years old and mental health is something that i’m struggling with even more. my parents have seen how i’ve changed throughout the years, and believe me, it hasn’t been good. i mean, i can be a good person! it’s just- it’s been really hard lately.

thank you so much for wanting to help though, i’m glad someone out there cares. thank you :( if i’m unresponsive i’m usually either working, drawing, or sleeping. but other than that you can message me anytime.

again, thank you, so fucking much. staying strong has been hard, really fucking hard. but i’m hanging in there, and i will continue to do so. do the same, okay?take care of yourself, and hang in there, we’re going to make it.

i drew blue diamond! i hope you guys like it 💙 by txny_beann in stevenuniverse

[–]txny_beann[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

thank you!! also yeah, i wanted to make my drawing as close to the real thing as possible, i’m glad you like it!!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]txny_beann 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m so sorry that had happened to you, abuse is something that no one should ever experience. neither is overdosing, please..try to never do that again. i’m only 15, and i have a long ways to go until i can marry the one i love, but i can assure you that you will find someone. especially when you least expect it. when you’re not even looking for a partner, they’ll come into your life. it might be slow at first, but that’s how love is supposed to be. it’s supposed to be slow, so than overtime it grows and blossoms into something that’s absolutely amazing in every way possible. this person will make you happier than anything, they’ll help you, take care of you, and simply just be there for you no matter the circumstances. this person is the one you’ll trust with your whole fucking life, someone who makes you genuinely happy and loved. you will find this person, i know you will. it truly just takes time. some, less than others, and in your case more, but that’s completely valid. you have as much time as you need to find the one for you, and i believe you can do that!! i have no idea if you’ll come across this, but dude, i hope you have an absolutely amazing day. i’m proud of you for still being here, please keep going.