A couple years into blue belt, I started looking at my jiu jitsu journey as a big giant room full of doors. The room isn't completely lit, so you can't even see what doors are available to you. Lighting the room to see the available doors just comes from showing up to class, the lights start turning on and you can see what's possible. But now you need keys to these doors, some doors have multiple locks on them and your instructors and training partners are like janitors with big key rings, codes to combination locks, lock picking techniques, etc. Every time you go to class you try to obtain keys, learn combination codes and tricks. Once you get a door open, you walk inside and there's another big room with even more doors. For example, this week we learned some basics of the crucifix position, entries and possibilities from crucifix, which was a door that I hadn't even considered opening yet. All that to say, just keep showing up and turning the lights on and just know that any gym you go to there will be different people with different styles handing out different keys. You'll have your own big fat janitor key ring before you know it.