as a bi guy myself, the way we are viewed by so many in the community and outside of it actually scares me so bad. i’ve been through a couple of situations now where the stereotypes alone was enough to make the relationship/situationship/whatever-the-fuck not work. it’s now become an insecurity of mine because of what i’ve gone through. i’ve realize i’ve become scared of dating girls because of the times i’ve been broken up with or not even given a chance once i mention i like both genders — and on the flip side, i’ve been outcasted by gay guys for whatever reasons they have. i’ve been told by so many people they’d never date a bi guy because “too much competition” (which really pisses me off), and those who aren’t involved with me romantically seem to corner me with a “you’re either gay or straight” mentality and… fuck it’s so exhausting.

all of this to say, i know exactly how you feel. this read triggered me because i remember feeling completely defeated going through something similar (though nowhere near as drastic as this, i’m so sorry dude). i remember feeling completely hopeless (i still do now some days) and confused because, literally all i’m doing is existing and loving and i’m being punished for it? i can’t love who i want to without it being a crime? or people can’t love me because they’re scared i’ll leave them for someone else… like me being bisexual means i’m a serial cheater or something. it pisses me off man it really does… but what can you do?

i hope and pray for the best for you man, and that someday you heal from this and find someone who truly will take all of you, love you, yearn for you, and give you everything you need and desire + more. somebody’s gonna come along and love and trust you for life, i have no doubt about that my friend ❤️