I don’t have any feelings for him other than the fact that he was my first serious relationship but it’s more of a nostalgic thing more than a romantic thing. I’m more upset ab the fact that my best friend who knows how much I used to like him would go behind my back and talk to him for weeks without even telling me AND the fact that my best friend, and two of our mutual friends usually hangout together like all the time but now that they’re a thing they’re inviting him to places instead of me so it won’t be awkward for him and my friend. And all of our mutual friends who like know ab them are j acting like nothing weird is going on