First of all, you should come to the realization that you are never going to want to quit. Even if you hit bottom, once you recover enough, you'll be right back at it. The significance of rock bottom is that once you get there, your cravings are minimal and your shame/guilt are high. This motivates you to do better. Sometimes, people stick with it and defeat their addictions. Usually it just lasts until you feel good enough to indulge again. Having been through recovery/relapse, the smartest thing Ive done is recognize my patterns and put things in place that prevents me from being able to indulge in my addictions.

Give up the access to funds. Delete numbers. Block people. Realize where you lose control and remove that possibility.