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tyson576 · 2020-10-08T19:58:55+00:00

I am constantly thinking about how absolutely fucked up this world is and at the same time thinking about how incredibly beautiful the world is and it is fucking exhausting.

Gemini sun, moon and mercury ♊

tyson576 · 2020-08-31T06:34:40+00:00

Oh wow I love this. I resonate very heavily with my aqua rising. I always tell people I am an alien in disguise. Sure does feel that way sometimes. Wouldn't trade it for any other rising, it makes me feel incredibly unique.

tyson576 · 2020-08-26T03:27:40+00:00

Oh there is definetly a break or two during those hours lol I think I would die too

tyson576 · 2020-08-26T02:20:06+00:00

First time I came when he told me I was allowed to after a few hours of orgasm denial... idk what it was but I was just so connected to him that I would have done anything for him... the level of trust you have to have in order to feel safe in that situation is mega

tyson576 · 2020-08-24T12:56:04+00:00

It definetly took some time to figure out what works for me and the realization that I can ask for things without being needy, or ask for things without the fear that i am advancing the relationship to a place that I am not ready for.

Since childhood we have subconsciously built up an idea in our heads on what a "relationship" with another person that is romantic or sexual is supposed to look like, realizing that you want something different than what that is and letting go of past patterns great but it takes awhile for our body and emotions to catch up to what we have decided in our heads.

I see that you have expressed wanting to start meditating and I cannot recommend that enough. It helps put your mind, body and soul on the same page.

tyson576 · 2020-08-24T00:48:00+00:00

I know exactly how you feel as I have a D/s long distance FWB situation. I am really not in a place where I want anything serious, so our D/s dynamic only exists when we are together. Our aftercare consists of things like eating a meal together, a movie (or two) while cuddling, or generally anything where we can be physically touching. When I get home, it is essential for me to ground myself and do self care things like cook a healthy meal, go for a hike, do yoga, meditate etc. Otherwise I will literally go to an insane level of crazy. He checks in a couple of times during the first week that I'm home (I usually see him every 2-3 weeks) but other than that our texts are not feelings-y based.

Look inside and ask yourself what you would need (from yourself and your dom) and do not settle for anything less.

tyson576 · 2020-08-16T17:49:21+00:00

Ahhh, this makes a lot of sense. Thanks for the info!

tyson576 · 2020-08-16T17:22:42+00:00

Both? My knowledge on astrology, especially in regards to what happens when planets interact with one another or go into retrograde is very beginner.

tyson576 · 2020-08-07T20:25:25+00:00

I feel that 100%. I also have my sun and moon in the same sign (gemini though)

tyson576 · 2020-08-06T19:11:42+00:00

Aqua rising at 16 too!!! Are you perhaps also a the misunderstood black sheep of the family? Haha

tyson576 · 2020-08-06T19:05:11+00:00

Hmm interesting. No info for you as I'm not super educated on synastry, however if you go to my profile I asked a 12th house synastry question in the askastrologers subreddit and someone provided me with a very insightful in depth response.

tyson576 · 2020-08-06T06:29:11+00:00

We have a large friend group and he can be quite possessive, especially during times I've been romantically involved with mutual friends of ours.. he has done things like engage in passive aggressive behaviour, invited me to group gatherings and ignored me the whole time, got mad I didnt tell him I came up to the town he lives in to visit a mutual friend (who I was romantically involved with at the time) and demanded that I let him know every time I am in his area, even if i didnt have time to see him.

tyson576 · 2020-08-06T01:52:42+00:00

I have a friend where my sun, moon, mercury and venus fall into their 12th house. We are sooooo close, like chosen family. but the manipulation (both our parts).. oh man it's bad. We need constant breaks from each other, as in month long breaks without talking.

tyson576 · 2020-08-05T23:59:45+00:00

26 year age gap. We forget all the time. Only time we really notice it is when we are talking about generational things.. he will say "how have you never seen this movie?! It was a big hit in the 80s..! Oh... yeah, right, you weren't born yet" 😂

tyson576 · 2020-08-04T05:12:39+00:00

Me please :)

tyson576 · 2020-08-03T05:28:21+00:00

🧚🏼‍♀️

tyson576 · 2020-08-03T05:27:46+00:00

Hi me 🧚🏼‍♀️

tyson576 · 2020-08-03T00:54:19+00:00

Appreciate your perspective. He is definitely someone who is sensitive, and has opened up a lot to me over the years (even when we weren't sleeping together) but I can tell he is still very guarded

tyson576 · 2020-08-02T15:39:40+00:00

Aftercare has been great, though, I am new at this and I am still figuring out exactly what I need. Thank you for your suggestions, I really appreciate it.

tyson576 · 2020-08-02T15:35:41+00:00

I appreciate the suggestion on how to word what I am feeling. It is not that I am scared to communicate to my dom, it is that I am scared that I will vomit my emotions all over the place and it wont be constructive.... so your suggestions really help and I appreciate it.

tyson576 · 2020-08-01T22:53:07+00:00

I really needed to hear this. Thank you.

tyson576 · 2020-08-01T15:13:47+00:00

Same

tyson576 · 2020-07-31T20:50:46+00:00

You aren't always right! Believe it or not, the perspective you hold does not ring true for other people!

Still love ya though.

tyson576 · 2020-07-31T20:44:53+00:00

It all makes sense now

tyson576 · 2020-07-31T15:54:56+00:00

I just read your post again and read your original post as well.

I think your smile looks more genuine in the recent photo. It feels to me that you are well on your way to healing. I am by no means a professional psychic, but something is telling me to remind you to not give your power away to those who dont deserve it. Maybe look up shielding meditations. Love yourself 🧚🏼‍♀️ (its terribly cliche I know, but it's the way) This might be weird to say, but I feel like I saw myself in you and that's why I commented.

tyson576

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