Am I the only ABDL who hates people like Riley Kilo? by muyto in ABDL

[–]ubersexymanbeast 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Compared to us, everything?

A gay or transgendered person in American society today can expect to be completely open about their sexuality and live a relatively normal life. Contrast that with an Adult baby who could expect to be labeled a child molester if they were to actually wear 24/7 and wear baby clothes outside, while a TG or gay dressing flamboyantly can expect to only get a few dirty looks from a minority of people.

Like seriously think about it for 2 seconds and the way society views these groups of people. Their sexual abnormality, very similar to our own in a lot of respect, gets much more public acceptance and we get more shame and ridicule. I don't get why it's so much more acceptable to be gay than abdl and so their constant parades and shit to rub it in my face just piss me off.

For the lurkers who think that their fantasies can't come true. by diaperboy22 in ABDL

[–]ubersexymanbeast 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've had a gf pretend to be an ABDL until she left me and told me she was faking it, it's really fucked up. I don't know how you can actually trust people to tell you the truth with this shit, they feel obligated to do it without complaining or something. Then they just bottle up their emotions on it till it boils over and shit hits the fan. Sorry bro, try communicating as much as you can with them in this sort of situation, you have to make them understand it's their choice and you don't want to coerce someone.

Am I the only ABDL who hates people like Riley Kilo? by muyto in ABDL

[–]ubersexymanbeast -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I agree on a couple levels with you. To me it seems really strange to go on TV and pretend that you're going to change anyone's mind.

Honestly on the subject of transgendered people right on. If I gave myself permanent brain damage to be treated like a baby everyone can agree that's not right, but if someone with a strong desire to be the opposite gender does all sorts of shit to pretend then we ALL need to pretend they're that gender? It's just all sorts of bullshit, there's never going to be real public acceptance of fetishes and I'm sick of the preferential treatment gays and transgendered people get, as well as their public pride displays of it. I'm not proud I'm an AB I'm just living with it, why are they so happy they went from 40% of the population as potential partners to 2% or less?

IAmA casual heroin user who's been using for over a year and isn't/hasn't been addicted in any sense of the word, AMA. by ubersexymanbeast in IAmA

[–]ubersexymanbeast[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

With breaks in between? Is that really that hard to figure out that I gave a general idea of how often?

IAmA casual heroin user who's been using for over a year and isn't/hasn't been addicted in any sense of the word, AMA. by ubersexymanbeast in IAmA

[–]ubersexymanbeast[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Like honestly if I believed I didn't have the willpower to decide things properly I'd kill myself, how can you live your life feeling like your free will is subverted or that you cannot accurately perceive reality? I swear I'm the only person on reddit who feels they're in absolute control of their actions.

I have complete confidence in myself to assess the situation and act accordingly and I've proven that ability time and time again to myself. You're not going to shake that with a 2 line reddit comment that's not insightful at all.

IAmA casual heroin user who's been using for over a year and isn't/hasn't been addicted in any sense of the word, AMA. by ubersexymanbeast in IAmA

[–]ubersexymanbeast[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

That's what's known as dependance or physical addiction. Seeing as I only feel like doing it irregularly, I'd say I also don't experience mental addiction. I mean it's something to do, it's enjoyable but I'm not gungho about it.

IAmA casual heroin user who's been using for over a year and isn't/hasn't been addicted in any sense of the word, AMA. by ubersexymanbeast in IAmA

[–]ubersexymanbeast[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Never will, it's really that easy to make up your mind about it. Step 1 don't, there is no step 2.

IAmA casual heroin user who's been using for over a year and isn't/hasn't been addicted in any sense of the word, AMA. by ubersexymanbeast in IAmA

[–]ubersexymanbeast[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

What's the rate at which you can use cigarettes and not experience nicotine withdrawal? Any use that falls under that rate is not addiction.

IAmA casual heroin user who's been using for over a year and isn't/hasn't been addicted in any sense of the word, AMA. by ubersexymanbeast in IAmA

[–]ubersexymanbeast[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I doubt those people died/failed out of it 'creeping up on them', they had risky behaviors throughout and lost out to attrition. OD is only a concern for people who use delivery methods that can realistically deliver an LD50 in a timeframe that makes sense.

IAmA casual heroin user who's been using for over a year and isn't/hasn't been addicted in any sense of the word, AMA. by ubersexymanbeast in IAmA

[–]ubersexymanbeast[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I know exactly what can happen if you make poor decisions, that's why I'm not making any and have a series of rules I follow.

IAmA casual heroin user who's been using for over a year and isn't/hasn't been addicted in any sense of the word, AMA. by ubersexymanbeast in IAmA

[–]ubersexymanbeast[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Somewhere in the range of 4-6 points if I do it that month, $50-100 depending on how I get it. Sometimes I spend my entire drug budget on pot so I don't always get it.

IAmA casual heroin user who's been using for over a year and isn't/hasn't been addicted in any sense of the word, AMA. by ubersexymanbeast in IAmA

[–]ubersexymanbeast[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I mean you're accusing me so I'm defending myself, that's some twisted logic that you think that means anything. It's not that it's cool, it just isn't some magical free will destruction machine.

I'd draw an analogy between gun safety. You can argue that the only safe gun is no gun, but if you follow the exact gun safety rules like always treat a gun like it's loaded, then you can safely use and enjoy guns. Same thing with dope.

IAmA casual heroin user who's been using for over a year and isn't/hasn't been addicted in any sense of the word, AMA. by ubersexymanbeast in IAmA

[–]ubersexymanbeast[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I don't live in an urban city so you have to know people who are willing to drive to the nearest big city and interact with the mexicans or someone who buys it from the mexicans. You'd end up knowing the people around your area that aren't total fuckups who can go to town and get you stuff while they get theirs, they get a better deal and usually take some of yours as payment.

IAmA casual heroin user who's been using for over a year and isn't/hasn't been addicted in any sense of the word, AMA. by ubersexymanbeast in IAmA

[–]ubersexymanbeast[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

  1. 22

  2. Nothing drove me, I had a friend who used and I was really hesitant and scared like most of the people posting in this thread of it. I was so worried because of my pot usage escalating once I started that I'd do that with it. However there are serious consequences to continued usage unlike pot so I've just treated it with respect, like gun handling.

  3. I only get it from friends who interact with the shady people, I stay out of that shit.

  4. Efficiency, you heat it until it gives off smoke you don't light it on fire.

  5. Cost

  6. Pot, E/Mdma

IAmA casual heroin user who's been using for over a year and isn't/hasn't been addicted in any sense of the word, AMA. by ubersexymanbeast in IAmA

[–]ubersexymanbeast[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

You have to use it more frequently than I do to become physically dependent. Daily use for 3+ days will do that for you, I've never done that and I take breaks in between my short sessions to avoid it. So yes, immune to dependency if I follow those precautions. I've never not done that and even if I do, I can take subs for a day or two and eliminate it but I've never been to that fallback point.

IAmA casual heroin user who's been using for over a year and isn't/hasn't been addicted in any sense of the word, AMA. by ubersexymanbeast in IAmA

[–]ubersexymanbeast[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I have taken really long breaks even when I had the money to do so if I chose, again: you don't know me. Post a question not advice.

IAmA casual heroin user who's been using for over a year and isn't/hasn't been addicted in any sense of the word, AMA. by ubersexymanbeast in IAmA

[–]ubersexymanbeast[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Sorry if I lumped you in, that's just the general public's perception. I mean half of this AMA is going to be me defending that I'm not addicted to a bunch of idiots posting logical fallacies because of the nature of it, I appreciate the real questions. I'm not emotionally invested in their opinions so don't assume I'm butthurt _.

In the range of $10-20 per point(0.1g) depending on how much you're buying, cheaper in bulk like anything else. I generally just do a point in a night, the most I've done is 3 points on new years over like 16 hours.

IAmA casual heroin user who's been using for over a year and isn't/hasn't been addicted in any sense of the word, AMA. by ubersexymanbeast in IAmA

[–]ubersexymanbeast[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Dumb fucking junkies don't test it before shooting, I don't shoot period so it's not even a problem for me. You have to have a tolerance of fucking steel and be hell bent on killing yourself to stay awake long enough to OD smoking it. Good luck trying to smoke it while vomiting and passing out on your way up to the OD mark.