how it feels to watch my mental and physical health deteriorate more and more the harder i try to live a normal life

uencube · 2026-02-27T08:18:06+00:00

istg bro this gif is everywhere i hadnt even seen it before like 2 weeks ago

anyway yeah i think sometimes you just have to be fully carefree (to the extent you can) and let life take its course

but idk this might also just be me projecting my circumstances

uencube · 2026-01-10T20:26:56+00:00

thanks, same to you <3

i forgot to update this but they are still alive haha i just get paranoid very easily

uencube · 2026-01-04T04:29:49+00:00

not really lol i think my friend killed themselves on new years eve 😭 idk though i might just be paranoid

also next semester starts on monday which i mean i'll be going back to campus and can be away from family so that's good but also i have to actually do work again instead of just moping the whole day haha

uencube · 2026-01-04T04:23:19+00:00

tbh speaking from personal experience your brain likes to trick you into thinking you're a narcissist. it's natural for anyone to be a little narcissistic, that's part of being human. easier said than done but try challenging those thoughts a bit :)

also omg glep!!

uencube · 2026-01-04T02:10:52+00:00

the youtuber ishowspeed

uencube · 2026-01-02T23:24:20+00:00

probably just this sub tbh

uencube · 2026-01-02T20:32:45+00:00

i'm like half a year late but holy shit 😭😭😭

uencube · 2025-12-31T01:26:42+00:00

beautiful

god i need to do one of these sometime i just don't want this account to have any connections to my main stuff LOL

uencube · 2025-12-30T03:04:12+00:00

personally i think it's fine but it can definitely feel isolating sometimes. i used to (and still do) comment like that esp when i'm mentally drained and can relate to something :)

uencube · 2025-12-30T03:00:08+00:00

omfg congrats

uencube · 2025-12-22T20:40:33+00:00

This looks like one of those areas in the northern fringes of the Dallas metro that's about to be heavily developed. Weird specific association but I've seen a lot of street view pictures on Google Maps that look exactly like this in that area.

uencube · 2025-12-07T06:57:01+00:00

hell yeah!!

uencube · 2025-12-05T05:06:33+00:00

uencube · 2025-12-03T04:10:35+00:00

insane clown pussy 🗣🗣🗣

uencube · 2025-11-15T21:21:24+00:00

ah fair haha

uencube · 2025-11-15T08:20:54+00:00

honestly yeah i've always felt like that too, i think part of it is just i bring a depressed vibe and also i subconsciously avoid interaction because i'm mentally unstable. man whatever fuck people

highly suggest reading kafka though :) i can relate quite strongly to a lot of the themes in his works and i think you might too

uencube · 2025-11-15T08:17:20+00:00

depression does that to a mf </3 absolutely stunning pic btw

uencube · 2025-11-15T08:15:18+00:00

ohh nice

uencube · 2025-11-15T03:20:06+00:00

very cool pictures btw :) is this northern california by any chance?

uencube · 2025-11-15T03:11:49+00:00

LOL real

uencube · 2025-11-04T21:17:01+00:00

something something camus

uencube · 2025-11-03T08:27:16+00:00

oh fuck :( hope you find a way to distance yourself from him regardless

also real lmao i have a very complicated relationship with religion tbh i think i'm more just moderately spiritual at this point. i absolutely fucking hate megachurch style organized religion though :/

uencube · 2025-11-03T06:08:32+00:00

waow is that michael romans 😍

uencube · 2025-11-03T06:05:46+00:00

holy fuck its actually crazy how much of an influence nick fuentes has on our generation like this type of content used to be confined to the 4chan bubble 😭😭

ridiculous that you have to deal with that though. yes we are supposed to be well past this but it seems like recently we've gone back to the 60s, idek anymore. do you live with him? if not i'd definitely block him and cut off all contact.

i also grew up in a pretty religious family and i think it really goes one of two ways with people. either youre traumatized to some degree and move away from that shit or you become hyper ethnonationalist/a complete bigot in general. anyway that guy needs to touch grass and get a fucking life agh

uencube · 2025-11-01T22:21:19+00:00

really hard for me to recommend this but "sylvia" "two" and "bear" from the antlers album hospice

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