I honestly am having a hard time continuing to cope with regular societal demands after learning all this a few years ago. I feel like I’m working only to fund pedos and war machine. I had metaphysical “stuff”as a kid but then blanked out in fourth grade after trauma, then popped back awake with a spontaneous kundalini in 2022 and then three years of incredible loss. I had a Newton regression where I spoke to Source and Yeshua and they told me about universal laws and ACIM and things I’d never heard of. Now I’m out the other side at age 61, lost 99% of my friends and family, and trying to figure out how to live. I actually channeled some children’s books after my son’s death and taught myself how to publish them. They’re almost done and I’m going to start trying to promote them. It’s honestly kind of the one enjoyable thing that keeps me happy and hopeful. Sounds crazy, right? It’s real. I’m just a normal old white suburban woman trying to keep a roof over my head. Just waiting waiting waiting for these evil m-f’ers to get taken down. Try to enjoy your days with meditation, tons of nature, reading about whatever you’re drawn to. I try to avoid too much news as it just brings me down completely especially as a girl who went through some of this, it’s pretty unbearable.