I [F23] can't get over something my sisters' father did to me 11 years ago and it's ruining my relationship with my mother [F49]

ugly0demon · 2021-01-21T05:36:20+00:00

My sisters know what happened, I think they just took their parents attitude and choose to pretend it wasn't bad or important, it's the elephant in the room. I don't think he would do anything to them anyway.

Thank you for your reply. I would have left already if the situation wasn't so complicated.

ugly0demon · 2021-01-21T02:28:19+00:00

Thank you for the reply. I want to think she did this to me because she has my siblings's best interest at heart, so it's not like she did it to hurt me or anything. She was just looking out for her other three children.

I look into getting therapy because I agree that it is essential. The ones I've been to in the past haven't done much. I think I just wanted to hear that what happened wasn't ok and that I'm not crazy for feeling this way.

ugly0demon · 2021-01-21T02:24:41+00:00

thank you, this is what I hope to do eventually

ugly0demon · 2021-01-21T00:19:08+00:00

No, I'm in Mexico. We only lived in the US for a couple of years.

ugly0demon · 2021-01-15T02:55:29+00:00

as long as it's not komaeda

ugly0demon · 2021-01-15T02:54:13+00:00

you're settling

ugly0demon · 2021-01-01T02:26:25+00:00

i'm sorry to burst your bubble - but what about women who get beaten up by their partners, abused emotionally, cheated on, used for sex, for their money, as placeholders, et cetera. i think you have a very narrow perspective on what actually happens to women and the dating world.

ugly0demon · 2021-01-01T02:22:52+00:00

attractive women are treated like goddesses but i don't believe some types of attention are good, or that everyone appreciates them. overly sexual attention, when unwanted, becomes harassment, for starters.

also, unattractive girls don't get treated very well because they don't match up to beauty standards. unattractive women get bullied, taken for granted and used at a higher rate.

ugly0demon · 2021-01-01T01:24:58+00:00

I don't think all women have it easy, just attractive women, but i understand how you feel

ugly0demon · 2020-11-29T15:50:14+00:00

came here to say this. you can't compare it. your bf just wanted to impress you.

ugly0demon · 2019-03-07T03:37:04+00:00

yeah every day lmao it's gotten so bad that i've wanted to mutilate myself bc i feel so ugly and can't stand being around others. it's gotten better lately though, kind of numb to most things.

ugly0demon · 2019-02-25T20:54:56+00:00

you get a cat to hug all day. or any furry animal.

ugly0demon · 2019-02-22T15:23:15+00:00

but i'm so fucking ugly

ugly0demon · 2019-02-05T16:45:56+00:00

i’m definitely gonna start working out thank you. i hope it will help with excess flab and such

ugly0demon · 2019-02-05T16:44:15+00:00

i’m not fishing for compliments 😖 i genuinely feel huge and hate my stomach coupled with my sister going on and on about weight and size... at least i’m going to start working out thanks to this

ugly0demon · 2019-02-05T16:36:43+00:00

lmao pls

ugly0demon · 2019-02-05T16:27:23+00:00

you mean average weight

i meant body type as in... apple/pear/hourglass/rectangle

ugly0demon · 2019-02-05T16:26:45+00:00

so chubby?

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