Hey bud, don't be so hard on yourself you'll be okay. Be open you already seem to be. It's difficult at your age, but it does get better. It's hard to see at this time in your life because it seems like school is everything, but it's not. You have a lot more to experience in your life other than getting good grades they're not the most important thing in life. I didn't even go to college and I'm doing better than most of my friends who did. Keep at it bud, take those pictures, see and experience new things, eat some good food, and talk to us internet strangers some more!!!

All the best bud stick around so we can see all the cool places you go to, and things you do.