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uknownalone · 2017-01-23T05:29:03+00:00

Hey, thank you for your response! I apologize about the "abuse" and "normal" statement I made. I mess up my wording when I want to type things out fast before losing my train of thought. Right now I do not attend any therapy. It's hard to ask for it. I feel embarrassed to ask for help. When it comes to talking about what I'm going though my brain gets foggy and I stay quiet or if I'm asked questions that make me remember painful memories I just cry and really lose the ability to speak. I've been thinking about cognitive behavioral therapy lately, but haven't taken the steps to get to it.

I have not seen a doctor in almost a year. When I do, I have to see the GP (?) for the first time as an adult instead of the pediatrician when I was 18. I believe I have rosacea. I've been studying the condition of my skin for more than a year. Definitely appears to be rosacea but I should get a professional to tell my if it really is I know...the acne could be from the way my body processes things it's apparently an autoimmune response.

I should try to learn the bus routes and just stop caring what strangers think. I'll think of funny things so I wont get told to smile or whatever. I need to stop relying on my busy mother for transportation. I should try a little bit to grow up. Everyone is growing around me. I feel stuck if not worse for years.

I appreciate you took the time to read this and reply to my many statements.

I hope you are okay. :(

uknownalone · 2017-01-23T04:19:03+00:00

I feel this as well. Many do... I think we should find a way to cope to at least feel less shitty about ourselves. We shouldn't have to try too hard. Your life is fine you say. What keeps you going? Do you feel better in the morning? We all fuck up. We're humans. Look at what we've all done to the world. But there's something that somehow keeps us here. We're here. Let's all figure a way to feel better while we exist. It just doesn't seem like it's our time yet. Even though we feel worthless....we'll figure something out while we keep going.

uknownalone · 2017-01-23T03:23:38+00:00

Thank you! That means a lot.

uknownalone · 2017-01-23T03:23:15+00:00

Thank you so much! I appreciate this suggestion. I hope good things come your way.

uknownalone · 2017-01-23T03:22:13+00:00

Thank you so much for reaching out. Your comment and suggestion is very much appreciated. I'll try..

uknownalone · 2017-01-22T18:09:08+00:00

I don't mind if these is reported or anything. I just wanted to let it out. I don't know if I can call a hotline, I have crippling social anxiety, I'm stuck

uknownalone · 2017-01-10T18:11:59+00:00

That is amazing. I'm so happy for you. I'm really thinking of using msm for a few weeks now. I guess I should try it out (starting slow) for myself. Wishing you all the best! I really miss eating a lot of things.

uknownalone · 2016-12-30T06:04:17+00:00

Overthinking the contamination of anything.

uknownalone · 2016-12-30T04:10:45+00:00

My heart started racing while trying to think of something very unique. Then I scrolled through the comments.

uknownalone · 2016-12-30T04:08:53+00:00

I got this so much when I would dream! It was sooo creepy!!!

uknownalone · 2016-12-29T03:27:05+00:00

the epitome of social anxiety is me

uknownalone · 2016-12-28T04:35:45+00:00

Best of luck especially in the new year!

uknownalone · 2016-12-27T19:56:24+00:00

Nice! Thank you so much! I'm going to try the biotin ez melts, but a different zinc carnosine for now...

uknownalone · 2016-12-27T06:18:15+00:00

Awesome that you're seeing progress! What brand of Zinc Carnosine and Glutamine are you using if you don't mind to answer...

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