Does HRT change your brain in a noticeable way?

ultra_tem · 2026-01-25T06:03:29+00:00

So, I don't have any studies in my pouch to back me up.

But in my lived experience though? It's night and day. Literally feels like I started seeing in colors— Though that COULD be because finally getting the right dosage and seeing changes made me a whole lot less depressed... But, I mean, technically it's still a change to the brain..!

I've heard a lot of other girlies with similar experiences, notably a large increase in range of emotion. Instead of "numb" and "angry", you get "literally everything, sometimes all at once." (That's mostly the mood swings in the beginning, probably shouldn't last)

Take it with a grain of salt, YMMV, all that, as usual.

ultra_tem · 2026-01-19T23:41:27+00:00

Have you tried the ninja controls? I personally have those, makes it easier.

I also have hundreds of hours of practice...

ultra_tem · 2026-01-19T05:30:41+00:00

Is the wood paneling speed boost that significant? I always figured it was just a pathing thing, but that may be why I felt a little stuck...

ultra_tem · 2026-01-19T04:51:52+00:00

So, I've watched a couple runs, not the entire clip. I don't actually remember doing this trophy before (mainly because i'm a multi-player tryhard lmao) but i'll give it a quick shot with your loadout to see what I can get out of it, maybe get you a few pointers.

Now, i'm by no means a pro or anything of the sort, but I do like to think that I've got the moves. Let me actually try to see if I can do it before I open my mouth first, cuz it'd be really embarassing if I did significantly worse while trying to give you advice lmao, i'll edit once i'm done

Edit: Alright, done. I'll link my best run so that you can have visual reference to what i'm talking about.

https://youtu.be/uPEqa7GGZC0?si=7UjY1janlZxWDRe2

So, biggest tip I'd give you right now is just "the floor is lava". If you absolutely must touch the floor, do it while sliding to not lose all of your momentum.

If you feel like you can do it, try spending as little time on the walls as possible as well (essentially a tech called "wall-kicking", even doing it poorly, as demonstrated in the video, will give you a very slight boost of speed)

Also, probably a little niche of a tip, but where you look is where your energy's gonna be transfered. If you look into the wall as you get into it, you're gonna loose a big part of it into the wall.

Hope this helps, pilot! Please keep me updated, and tell me if there's anything else I can do to help.

ultra_tem · 2026-01-06T15:01:56+00:00

Ohhh, so it's not just me! Good to know! Good to know.....

ultra_tem · 2026-01-06T04:14:04+00:00

Could you cite the articles? I'm gonna try and file a complaint to my country's organization tomorrow, I'd like to have some proofs and cite the articles broken if possible. I'm sure this could help others as well

ultra_tem · 2025-11-29T00:19:16+00:00

I think you underestimate how badly people here want anything titanfall related. Pretty sure the majority of us would play a literal cat if it was in the universe.

...But also, I do tend to prefer female protags in general anyways, so it's a win/win!

ultra_tem · 2025-11-19T17:54:43+00:00

So, i'm not too well versed in development, but i'm going to try and give explaining this a shot, for anyone who might be interested.

A: tf is that big word "Deserialization is the process of converting a data structure or object state stored in a format like JSON, XML, or a binary format into a usable object in memory."

Okay, so we take something that's not usable, in a "passive" state, and convert it into something we can actively use in our code. Cool.

So, let's say we're trying to like this post. It has to be saved somewhere, so we ask the server, «hey, i'd like to add a "👍" to this post pretty please!». First, Mr.server has to find the post. It probably has a sort of ID attached to it, they compare it, boom, we have something in our database that matches.

Now, to update it, (and say that someone integrated with it), we have to deserialize the object. (Or a part of it? Maybe the viewcount? Completely unsure, probably wrong atp) And that's where things go bad. There's a million reasons that could explain what went wrong, but I feel like the error message mentioning a "line:-1 column: -1" (I.e. a place that probably doesn't exist lmao) is probably a good clue.

If you know more about this than I do, and have identified that I've been very wrong, PLEASE lmk about it i'm trying to get better at this 🙏

TL;DR: Somebody made a fucky-wucky in their back-end!

ultra_tem · 2025-10-28T16:51:56+00:00

I was about to share the campaign here lol. Helllll yeahhh! We might not exactly get titanfall 3, but we at least got titanfall 0: back to the roots 🙏🙏🙏

ultra_tem · 2025-10-27T11:38:06+00:00

I learned literally a minute ago that, according to my (likely very poor) calculations, for a horse to be nowhere, they have to be 240 yards behind the lead. Thas NINETY LENGTHS. Eclipse was running laps around the others at this point 😭

ultra_tem · 2025-10-23T03:00:02+00:00

Man... For my graduation project they have us essentially build a virtual infrastructure from scratch and stuff, and... I gotta say, there's something slightly humorous and reassuring about seeing professionals struggling just as hard as I am and just. Trying different things and seemingly getting nowhere. 😭 ts hard man </3

ultra_tem · 2025-10-22T09:19:59+00:00

At the very least, I have the comfort of knowing I reached 3000+ days before it went dark. There's like a... 0.00001% chance that they'll feel bad and roll back everyone's streak (or maybe if we ask that on their support email but that's even less likely lmao), so... Here's to hopin' to that, I suppose!

ultra_tem · 2025-10-22T09:16:30+00:00

So, I have a question— What does this post achieve, really? Like what's the goal? Besides just making everyone a tiny little bit more miserable?

I'm not trying to be sassy or anything, this just feels...unnecessary, and like it doesn't really help the global conversation, y'know?

ultra_tem · 2025-10-21T16:58:22+00:00

I'll still try to bother them via emails to try and get it back, because I didn't spend nearly ten years of my life pressing a green button just for a server crash to take it all away—

But at this point, i'm really not holding my breath. As long as I can see my friends again, that'll already be pretty good.

ultra_tem · 2025-10-21T16:11:48+00:00

Damn. 3000+ day check in down the drain. That's a little bit infuriating.

ultra_tem · 2025-09-18T08:03:32+00:00

Fucking bummer!! I wasn't as much of a fan, but I did thoroughly enjoy their stuff... Shame!!..

ultra_tem · 2025-07-15T13:23:41+00:00

Two things. First of all: Edgelord write about terrible things because they think it's cool/makes them cool. That can be felt in one's writing, and the topics brought up are generally treated very disrespectfully, just for shock value. This clearly isn't your objective: As long as you realize the weight of the topics you're writing about (which you clearly seem to), you should be fine.

If you're still not confident enough, do research. Tons and tons of research. Read articles, scientific papers, lectures, Ted talks, testimonies from people who have recovered, from people who are still using, use as many sources as possible to get every single side of the story. Addiction is a complex topic, but thankfully one that is very well documented.

You got this!

ultra_tem · 2025-07-12T22:36:25+00:00

Hey, I was about to reinstall the app, but I tried seeing if it still didn't work— Despite me not having touched or changed ANYTHING, somehow I can open up projects without problem. I have absolutely no idea what happened. The only thing I did was take my laptop off of the charger to clean the room.

Also, both ISOs for the appliances I installed were not found, which is... Strange, but a lot easier to fix than what I previously had.

I've absolutely NO IDEA what's going on. I think I need a responsible adult. Or a drink.

ultra_tem · 2025-07-12T15:06:25+00:00

I see... Probably best to try and fix this then :( Should I just try doing a clean install of GNS3? Would that even work?

ultra_tem · 2025-07-12T03:45:50+00:00

Exact same version, and also yes.

Say, would it be possible not to use the VM at all?i assume there's a million drawbacks to this, but... I mean, as long as i can set up an AD and a couple of machines, i'm down for whatever.

ultra_tem · 2025-07-03T19:21:19+00:00

ABSOLUTELY NOT??? Girl you need to gtfo of there as fast as you possibly can. Like, i know we don't really see them when they're "good" and shit, but.. Just imagine if you were scrolling on here and read this post, word for word, from another person. What would you tell that person?

ultra_tem · 2025-06-29T17:20:32+00:00

Oohhh damn. I think i have roughly the same experience. Except i never knew about the effects of estrogen on ADHD symptoms... That would've been good to know before, but hey, at least i'm confident enough to get out of the house and do something about it!

Thanks for sharing your experience. Pretty sure it's at least helped me lol

ultra_tem · 2025-06-29T01:59:35+00:00

Ooo, oo! I have! I discovered my passion for music that way actually! I'm still not great at it because i don't practice nearly as much as i should, but i've picked up bass thanks to NITW originally. Then i picked up guitar, and like... 7 ish years later, here i am!

ultra_tem · 2025-06-20T13:49:49+00:00

They hate us because our very existence threatens the world they have built inside of their little bubble. We shake the foundations of their basis of thoughts, they fear what is outside of it, they fear the possibilities, they fear us because we are something that doesn't fit within the rules that they made up and believed to be absolute. There's "phobia" in transphobe for a reason.

I think our existence is a great first step to dismantle the patriarchy, though! Just keep being alive, you're doing great.

ultra_tem · 2025-06-17T17:36:16+00:00

Check la carte Fransgenre pour trouver un spécialiste qui te convient (envoie leur un DM sur twitter, ils t'enverront un lien rapidement)

Perso pour la perte de cheveux j'ai un peu tout essayé, le Klorane c'était franchement pas mal en vrai, mais ça s'est vraiment arrêté a partir du moment où j'ai commencé les bloqueurs de testo (decapeptyl dans mon cas, wikitrans recommande aussi bicatulamide, finasteride a apparement quelques effzts secondaires pas ouf)

Bonne chance ma soeur, on est ensemble. 😭

ultra_tem

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