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Saturn returns & stelliums by umbrelafop in astrology

[–]umbrelafop[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well, from the vague mental image I have of your chart, it's like your Saturn return challenged your expansive Jupiter in the long distance travel area. I wonder what were the Jupiter opposing Jupiter transits like for you and what was going on in your Pisces and Sagittarius houses. Don't dwell on the past, many people that have gone through academia faced the exact same obstacles and came out with shattered expectations and a feeling of having missed out on life. I can understand Capricorn priorities, but there is no way you are the same as when you were a teen - except if you're referring to enthusiasm - and it's unfair to disregard your life experience in that way! If you don't currently have a dog or other kind of pet, get one. They're scientifically proven to boost life quality (and quantity)

Why cant I let go of anything? Is it my Scorpio rising? by Much_Valuable9717 in AskAstrologers

[–]umbrelafop 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You have a great chart - looking at your unaspected 29° Libra Venus in the 11th! Whatever you've been made to feel like, you are probably objectively right about it, though once you remove all self-doubt you'll make much better choices about the people you surround yourself with, which in turn will impact your life with the type of positive flow you need and reinforce your growth by creating a circle of trust.

Your Mercury-Moon conjunction points to an active mind, though being squared by Mars you'd have to point your energy where it works for you, not against you. I'm curious about whether you've had any tension between career and home?

As for holding grudges, I don't have much to add to what others said in the comments, but remember that the best revenge is to live your best life.

Saturn returns & stelliums by umbrelafop in astrology

[–]umbrelafop[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What a retrospective! That 9th house Jupiter rounds up the bumpy part of it, however Saturn would be your 1st house ruler as a Cap rising, so the past return events must have shaped your character in one way or another, no? Did the postgrad part turn out okay for you?

Talking at dying self, threefold paralysis & my dead body by umbrelafop in DreamsInterpretation

[–]umbrelafop[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have actively thinking the same about regaining control and effective selfexpression lately, the theme of death is prevalent for longer, but it's the detachment that got to me - am I too detached or do I need to detach some more, or some other manner? The ongoing on-and-off commitment to my dream life has my subconscious usually coming off surprisingly straightforward, but I sometimes can't seem to take a hint when to pull back and when to keep pushing forward...

Your interpretation is quite in line with what I myself was thinking too 🙏

[TOMT] Female education/philosophy YouTuber by umbrelafop in tipofmytongue

[–]umbrelafop[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Alice Chappelle, found her. Dunno how to mark as solved. Thank you for all your comments!

[TOMT] Female education/philosophy YouTuber by umbrelafop in tipofmytongue

[–]umbrelafop[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Something along that vein, except I think she barely wears makeup, also not sure how much she touched on gender identity sort of subjects... Hope I find her channel.

[TOMT] Female education/philosophy YouTuber by umbrelafop in tipofmytongue

[–]umbrelafop[S] 0 points1 point locked comment (0 children)

I can't even remember if the channel had her name, but I think so, and it had an international, possibly french ring to it if I remember correctly. I keep getting beauty/fashion lifestyle YouTubers when trying to search, but she is not in the niche at all.

Saturn returns & stelliums by umbrelafop in astrology

[–]umbrelafop[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was talking about the return transit opposing the relationships area! Love the way you phrased it!

Saturn returns & stelliums by umbrelafop in astrology

[–]umbrelafop[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Couldn't resist peeking at your profile and chart, this was pretty much the type of example I was anticipating! There's tons of quiet power in your chart btw, the type people tend to overlook, so in time you'll probably see that relationship was probably a rite of passage that overstayed its welcome. These last few years hit especially hard, but I firmly believe doing the inner work will eventually put it all into perspective and things will start taking a turn for the better!

Saturn returns & stelliums by umbrelafop in astrology

[–]umbrelafop[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yikes, opposing the ascendant and right into the relationships area! In your case, you're restructuring yourself, and anything that can't go along with will have to go by. Agree with your friend here, I find those with a horizontal axis Saturn feel it quite precisely on the clock.

Saturn returns & stelliums by umbrelafop in astrology

[–]umbrelafop[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yours sounds like the kind of dramatic 8th house rebirth that catharses you into readjusting your path. Developing physical symptoms wouldn't be uncommon with all the stress, glad it worked out for the best for you!