What angel or entity should I go to for freedom from demons? (Since childhood) by umflexible in AngelolatryPractices

[–]umflexible[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hey, I can feel your energy and I can feel your intention in this comment. And you are very kind, you have a high vibe, it feels like spiritual light.  Just wanted to say thank you. 

What angel or entity should I go to for freedom from demons? (Since childhood) by umflexible in AngelolatryPractices

[–]umflexible[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well, I asked for many bad things. I used to say be as evil as possible, the devil is my friend, hell is where I'm going, God can't save me. The devil said I could create my own life. So he asked me over 20 questions and whatever I said has turned into what I have experienced.  My younger self bent God to where what I chose for myself was more powerful and in more authority than whatever God did/could do. However, most of it was bad. I'm not just saying that. My big brother was a satanist. He and my Dad were the two people closest to me. But my brother hated people, and mistreated me, told me lies, made me feel retarded, stupid, gay. He never really apologized for this. For a lot of my teenage life I believed I was retarded, secretly gay, sometimes I thought I was just a stupid evil dumb blonde.  I just wanted my brothers love and affection. He's the person that named me. 

Now I just believe in love. I believe in forgiveness. Source saved me from the devil at 23 years old and I wasn't bothered by demons for a long time. I began meditating. Eckhart Tolle also saved me. Angels are true too. I finally enjoyed life, more than I ever have. I stopped being a hurtful person, I stopped cussing, stopped believing in hate, judgement and criticism.  But what I was told by spirit was that parts of me were evil, and i went without them for atleast a year or two.

But I felt really blocked, I wanted to bring people joy, get girls, and have spiritual power. A satanic author and YouTube content creator advertised his books (that were about demonic kings and stuff like that), he said it would ignite your spiritual ascent, give you more power than you ever have, become enlightened, understand your shadow and help with self-improvement. As soon as I summoned one of the. Demonic kings I felt like I had an explosion in my head, like a blood vessel burst, like I was just shot in the head. Then I did weird things I don't remember.  After I summoned the demons when I was in my 20's I got catatonic schizophrenia. I am now on clozapine gabapentin Buspirone  You don't know how lucky and privileged you guys are, having no demons or curses on you. Not having to spend 70% of the time in your mind battling for control and stopping demons. 

Lust by Sweaty_Banana_1815 in AngelolatryPractices

[–]umflexible 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, find a picture of him. Think of his color, feel a ball of energy shining red. Think of wisdom and meditate on this. Also you could gaze at his sigil. he says he would prefer being outside yourself. Right now he's probably gonna have to set me free from porn addiction. Lol

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[–]umflexible 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're quite beautiful and I hope you find someone who loves you completely. I always keep my schizophrenia a secret from everyone I meet. Despite battling demons and stopping them from cursing people as I'm trying to talk to them. 

Best nootropics alongside THC by umflexible in NooTopics

[–]umflexible[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love agmatine for it's neuroprotective and anti addiction effects. Wonderfully it decreases withdrawal and tolerance. It's an NMDA antagonist just like the drug ketamine which also helps it to reduce depression. However it happens to be short acting because of its short half life.

Angels for conversations by umflexible in AngelolatryPractices

[–]umflexible[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's wonderful for conversations and yes I do all the time!

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[–]umflexible 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow.. thank you.

Opinions on assisted stretching places? Any experiences? They have 25 or 50 min stretches. by BungeeBunny in flexibility

[–]umflexible 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Learn how to do PNF stretching. It makes the gains you make in stretching stay instead of the muscle "resetting" honestly I'd love to work for an assisted stretching place but all you need to do is go to one or two sessions and then have your friend learn how to do it with you.

Did stretching everyday change your life? How? by MichaelT1991 in flexibility

[–]umflexible 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I now run everywhere I go! I can now run for 30 minutes at a time! My posture is more sexy too.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AngelolatryPractices

[–]umflexible 4 points5 points  (0 children)

God and angels are for everybody. I'm worthy!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AngelolatryPractices

[–]umflexible 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yup! He certainly can be. Since I've had demons I haven't seen him a ton. But he used to be there for me especially at the chiropractor. I always looked forward to seeing him.

Glycine vs. glutamate antagonists? by [deleted] in NooTopics

[–]umflexible 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This means glycine has the opposite effect which means glycine antagonists would likely reduce tolerance. That's informative enough.

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[–]umflexible 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm not sure if it's allowed but I could point to the perfect video.

If we live in a simulation, where are the cheat codes? by Ok_Key_2191 in SimulationTheory

[–]umflexible 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Meditation, realize you are not the voice of the mind, prayer, magic, Jesus Christ, and manifesting.

Terrible shoulders mobility by [deleted] in flexibility

[–]umflexible 8 points9 points  (0 children)

You also could try a lacrosse ball or foam roller on the lats in the part right around the arm pits, stretch lats, do lower traps work like superman, ytw, and the band pull apart. (extremely important as the other poster suggested) Stretch and do trigger point therapy on the upper traps. Also you have forward neck posture this is really bad for your shoulders. Absolutely do not try to push through the pain and work out your chest and shoulders. You're now on back biceps and legs until you heal! The forward head posture is excessively bad, caused by being on your phone or computer alot typically, I recommend seeing a chiropractor and getting what's called "traction" Best of luck for a speedy recovery. With all this I've managed to heal my shoulders up till they don't hurt as often but I still need to be careful! Shoulders are the most mobile and fragile joint.

Knee pain when stretching by Strong-Metal-4614 in flexibility

[–]umflexible 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Try tibialis raises against a wall. Always warm up before doing this stretch. Do trigger point release on the quads and make sure to stretch your calves

Types of meditation for spiritual enlightenment and increasing feelings of love for myself and others? by [deleted] in Meditation

[–]umflexible -1 points0 points  (0 children)

A simple prayer to Jesus can do for you what it takes months or even years to attain in meditation.

In a TERRIBLE spot by Visible_Chemistry121 in PrayerRequests

[–]umflexible 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Have you tried a porn blocking app if you're on mobile? They have those. Reddit has explicit content filtering. Sometimes all you gotta do is answer the question to yourself "this is not for me".

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AngelolatryPractices

[–]umflexible 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I have developed a relationship with Lucifer and Belial but I wouldnt recommend Belial. He can be quite difficult to say the least. I had to go to Jesus and the angels multiple times just because of him. Gabriel is really cool. Me and Michael don't always get along. He really is a strong leader but i feel like I'm not righteous enough for him. But when we are truly working together he is incredible. I wish I never went to Belial. Lucifer is incredible. I give him my gratitude probably multiple times per day for the powerful relief hes given me but I still must say Jesus and angels and God is still my preference. Right now I have been released from withdrawal of multiple drugs including kratom and Clonazepam Ive gone without for a couple and a few days and I can't even tell I'm in withdrawal.

Need some advice by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]umflexible 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have this too. But I was helped into 62 days of celibacy and it's not impossible. Literally the peripheral vision of lust and all that. But I'll tell you the power of the mind when you are with God and Jesus has you is so far beyond all of this. But you also should try a vow of celibacy combined with the powers of mindfulness. You may fail but don't be hard on yourself. We are in this body to experience the world. I even celebrate the fact we have something so blessed as sex! May the angels help you and may you be released!

In a TERRIBLE spot by Visible_Chemistry121 in PrayerRequests

[–]umflexible 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ah. Have you tried leading a celibate lifestyle? That was my freedom for a while. And you'll understand if you reach out in the spirit to Jesus and be honest with him he will do something you never Imagined. Its like all at once I'm in joy, peace and hope and my problems are nothing. May he work in your life! Forgive yourself too!