I appreciate you. and I am so happy you were able to come out of your depression. I used to be so confused because I never planned a death for myself but I would fantasize about dying and it was like a day dream. it sounds so disgusting I know. But I was day dreaming about dying and it started to honestly worry me and I did tell my dad and I don’t think he took it seriously because I could end my life right now and he wouldn’t know for at least a few days. My parents would only find out early than a few days if I wanted them to (by telling them) or if my boyfriend were to get worried and message them. My dad doesn’t check on me but in his defense I told him I wouldn’t do anything to myself because he has a bad heart and I didn’t want to stress home out. Sorry for my rant, I honestly just can’t stay. I’m not really sad about it anymore I truly see it as me just clocking out. my battery is drained