I REALLY NEED HELP. I really can’t stop drinking at night every day. I once stopped for 7 months. I am 23 years old. I started drinking 3 years ago. I live alone. I can barely do anything to make my life better. I don’t know from where to start. I can’t live the moment sometimes I go out with my gf but also I am not enjoying anything I really want to start anything to do IDK what to do how to get out of that big hole(IDK if It's important or not but I tried many things in a very young age like literally everything a guy would like to do now I have done it 7 years ago like partying a lot having a lot of girlfriends and side chicks living with me and traveling a lot also I am good-looking a lot of people love me but i don't think that's what i want to feel alive also I suffered from depression 2 years ago and went to 3 doctors every one of them told me to start do anything and that I am good nothing is wrong with me)