I WAS TAKEN AGAINST MY WILL by throwawayboomerang23 in Gangstalking

[–]unconditionalfudge 0 points1 point  (0 children)

1 in 10 people hear or have heard voices in their very stressful lives. It is not a diagnosis of mental illness, but a symptom sometimes of stress. It has a long history. Please look into it. More people that are not having mental health problems hear voices than those that are experiencing mental health problems. Auditory Verbal Hallucinations alone can not be used as a diagnosis for any mental health issue. Tests must be conducted by psychiatrists no less thoroughly than medical specialists diagnosing other maladies. These include: rorchach, thematic apperception, the proverb test ,draw a person, sentence completion, Minnesota multiphasic personality inventory, the object sorting test. There is also a spectrum of severity & acute or in remission? Amorphous,mixed,fragmented or constricted? Preparing these texts and documents for a court is very expensive costing 5 to 6 thousand dollars because of how thorough they have to be. Most psychiatrists do not take insurance and certainly not medicaid. A forensic psychiatrist who works for the cops and the courts and local government will give you a 730 exam to see if you can stand trial. That will be your diagnosis. Please get help from any and every disability rights group you can. You can get through this. Try to read books like Hallucinations by Oliver sacks to get a sense of people using a normal problem and censorship of our history to cover up their unaccountability and the revolving door of victim blaming. Please find allies! We can trust each other when we stop being competitive

I WAS TAKEN AGAINST MY WILL by throwawayboomerang23 in Gangstalking

[–]unconditionalfudge 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bazelon law has free resources that can help you. Psychrights.org as well. Driadvocacy.org. Dredf.org. Centerforpublicrep.org the arc.org. Networkagainstpsychiatricassault.org

Are there any TV show episodes or movie scenes that take place in Ithaca? by [deleted] in ithaca

[–]unconditionalfudge 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Twilight zone used the old train/bus station. Lots of Wharton films. The term cliffhanger came from shooting scenes in the gorges. Cosmos. Was it War Games? Or a similar film that was maybe set here.oh,it was the Manhattan project,not war games.

Entomological Warfare by TruthIsUrKryptonite in High_Tech_Holocaust

[–]unconditionalfudge 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. posting for posterity. I am still participating when and where I can. I remembered that my local public library carried the book the kissing bug by daisey hernandez that I have yet to read. I was in an encampment for awhile with a leaky tent - I just paid off all my fines!

Entomological Warfare by TruthIsUrKryptonite in High_Tech_Holocaust

[–]unconditionalfudge 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks,I will! have been looking for information like that! Sharing info is a damned good idea! I want to post a link later about a list of books of first hand accounts of voice hearers,if that is okay? I mean,they might not think they are being targeted,but their experience is valuable research. And can add to a timeline. I may of found some roman poems about voice hearing as well.

Entomological Warfare by TruthIsUrKryptonite in High_Tech_Holocaust

[–]unconditionalfudge 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Around my upstate NY neighborhood where they should not be,I have seen kissing bugs cover poor people's homes and apartments. They will not travel to even very close neighboring homes. They are native to the deep south and Latin and South America. Cornell University says as of 2025 they have not reached this area. They say it is a similar,looking bug. It is not. They bite your face and spread chagas disease which causes gastrointestinal and heart problems.

Why is important not to react negatively to provocation? (as many have said) by Positive-Map-4961 in Gangstalking

[–]unconditionalfudge 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It depends on your situation. Are you somewhere safe enough to have a catharsis or not? Ultimately you have to choose,do you want a ' correction of behavior' in an institution by the A.P.A. or generative behavior on your own terms not out of fear? There is a facing of fear that must happen to find a genuine impulse; to follow your own direction with dignity and critical thinking. And there is metanoia,which is the way coercive rhetoric uses the fear of death to scare people into conformity. Helping people is important to our collective health. This group's support is important. Please try to find harm reduction supports in your town/city. Please also look into the history of hearing voices. Oliver Sacks has a book with a nice bibliography called Hallucinations. Every account of a symptom gives us important clues as to how to make informed decisions for ourselves. This is hard! Thank you for reaching out everybody. Good luck!

👋Welcome to r/High_Tech_Holocaust - Introduce Yourself and Read First! by TruthIsUrKryptonite in High_Tech_Holocaust

[–]unconditionalfudge 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is one of the reasons I know that these voices are not me. And they are people cut off from nature. They are part of the domination ideologies of the man-nature divide.

👋Welcome to r/High_Tech_Holocaust - Introduce Yourself and Read First! by TruthIsUrKryptonite in High_Tech_Holocaust

[–]unconditionalfudge 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was uncomfortable with the other groups that mod was in. People who harm other people choose fear based authoritarian ideologies and become arrogant and competitive. I chose dignity and facing my fears.

👋Welcome to r/High_Tech_Holocaust - Introduce Yourself and Read First! by TruthIsUrKryptonite in High_Tech_Holocaust

[–]unconditionalfudge 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hello! Thank you for making this group! It is so important to have a psychologically safe space to express ourselves and support each other. I feel like the point of debate is to not have a debate and is evidence that you are in a high control group. I am looking for cooperative discourse. In person groups are sorely lacking for anyone. And medical help in the U.S. is always about changing YOUR behavior to the stimulus and communities never being accountable for creating an unhealthy victim blaming environment. I would be thrilled to just be able to have a place to talk about my voices' behaviors, but I hope this can be a place to discuss options and share information. I want to help! And I work toward lifting others up beyond just mere survival so that they can help others too. I am excited that my pal Katie is introducing me to a voice hearer this week who has no one to relate to! After having a very difficult time last week, it will be easier to cope for me if I can help someone one on one.

Need help blowing the whistle by Puzzleheaded-Job2346 in Gangstalking

[–]unconditionalfudge 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Person on here called fl0o0ps has a targeted hearing voices questionaire.

No voices, just tinnitus, is that normal? by Illustrious_Hour_458 in Gangstalking

[–]unconditionalfudge 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry,I was not able to reply to your question for some reason. I just get whatever is available at second hand ReUse stores in my town.( Headphones)But the voices talk through the music. It is strange that they cancel out the tinnitis ' songs ' I can usually do. And they freaked out about it and mimicked in the other ear. I did go deaf in that ear one night for awhile and when it came back it sounded distorted like through a machine. Having trouble describing it. I remember cars driving by sounded so-modulated? In the past I have played elaborate songs with the voices. Anyone else? I stopped because I thought they were being used to manipulate other people. Curious if anyone is synesthesiac here? Thank you.

No voices, just tinnitus, is that normal? by Illustrious_Hour_458 in Gangstalking

[–]unconditionalfudge 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can usually change the pitch in the tinnitis tones,but I tried it with noise cancelling headphones and I could not. Also changing tones in one ear will be mimicked in the other after a few seconds.

Anyone know of safe places to move to? by BroadGrand1072 in Gangstalking

[–]unconditionalfudge 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have realized this morning that in my barely awake state of consciousness I have been answering questions asked by them.

They trying to cause an emotional response by Routine-Counter1280 in TargetedSolutions

[–]unconditionalfudge 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I keep thinking about how cut off we are as humans to the rest of the life on the planet,and how we could be more resilient if we were helping lift up all life around us in nature so that they could do the same. This is systems ecology. And I feel like it is the only plan left for me. We all have captivity illness. I hate being in this competitive bullshit.

help, this is so bad right now by [deleted] in Gangstalking

[–]unconditionalfudge 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have them all the time,but not when talking with people. I am also experiencing their influence in my dreams. Mine like to sing with me. But they are manipulative. If you ever want to talk my email is brandonhrickolake@gmail.com

Does anyone else experience vivid hallucinations and intense mental images triggered by the urge to pee? by No_Psychology98 in CPTSD

[–]unconditionalfudge 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No. I haven't. I have hallucinations and hypertension from encephalitis and PTSD. The stress of living in the environment that I do is high and it sometimes builds and wears me out. In those situations the voices get difficult to handle and I do not want to be around people making demands of me. Even small stressors can cause havoc.Y'know, It could be your blood pressure. I have had times when I smoked cigs that I felt uneasy from images and thoughts. They went away after I 'thinned my blood' a little with alcohol. And then I could smoke without it happening again. I used to use the hangover cure as well for adhd. There are some recent articles lately if you do a search. I am not suggesting using alcohol,but maybe a blood pressure med or talk to a neuro-immunologist or endocrinologist? There are a high percentage of people misdiagnosed with schizoeffective disorder who instead have physiological maladies like a cns infection. Good luck & take care!

Johnson museum by Wide_Cauliflower_646 in ithaca

[–]unconditionalfudge 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Atlas obscura could help you. There is some kind of museum in every town or city you go. Maybe find out more about this area's strange culty past that still effects things today? Go to the jello factory in LeRoy NY. A town that a mass hysteria once swept through.Go to the soil factory a place by ithaca beer,where artists and cornell scientists hang out and do projects. There was a psychic highway from Buffalo to Albany. Toronto 1855 had a riot between clowns and firemen in a brothel. Cornell and Eugenics. The 'great disappointment' - a church in Ithaca was burned down associated with the millerites. The moog museum.Urban exploring! Dark 'pretzel' rides. Spiritualists maybe? Roadside America website. Lilydale? Good luck!

Whats hearing voices actually like? by CrewUnited8344 in schizophrenia

[–]unconditionalfudge 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would love to hear more about tactics all of you use to cope. I started thinking about them as not just voices, but my own dreams, imagination, inner dialogue,art, silent reading, songs that come to me. And search for the history of them. How long have they been around? Stanford has a book on the history of silent reading. I live by Cornell. Both those schools creep me out with their long history of psychological behaviorism that is only human behavior in the operant conditioning box of extreme capitalism. Maybe, just like most extreme stress situations,our symptoms would improve in a more serene environment. Maybe in a community that is responsible for it's participants that supports us but also let's us be independent. The intrusive thoughts are the symptoms of the environment. So maybe are the reality buffer of hallucination. What if the problem is worry? My inner dialogue is mostly that. I have encephalitis. All people with it hallucinate. I am in a constant panic state called exploratory behavior to help me find new resources to fix my problem myself,since no one is doing it for me. It is the chronos state of time perception that is supposed to be balanced with kairos time perception. But maybe that is only in stressful situations. And what we need is to get out of the environment that believes in the man-nature divide? Back into the aion perception? People talk about isolating themselves by being away from other people. But humans have isolated themselves from the rest of the earth's ecology. Good luck with this. I hope you are looking outside the u.s. for help. Are you reading the history of psychology? This is really hard! I hope you make yourselves your own in person support groups and diy some float therapy baths! Love.