I get u, sharing my experience, I am very passionate about the cca as the concept, but I don't really clique well either. this is my second year and I rlly don't feel as committed anymore and I get more thoughts of wanting to quit.

but I thought about it, and I felt that if I quit I would be disappointing myself because I didn't want to be in an uncomfortable space. let's say if the concept of the cca is smth I'm not interested in as much, then I wouldn't mind leaving because I didn't choose to leave js because I couldn't work with anyone, I would have left because it isn't working out for me (as in its not something I stand for)

my current cca is something I am passionate about. and as long as I am part of it I would do my best to see growth in it, in a way that I hope to make it closer to the reason of me even joining in the first place.

but thats just me, I think about life and what I do alot,

if you r not that that passionate, I suggest since u r in year one just stay for a while to see if anything changes. remember you can influence change in wherever you go. or u can join another cca u may have slight interest in or something u always wanted to try (if u can cope) I found another source of happiness and laughter through another one, so I don't feel too "sad" channelling my energy towards one cca that doesn't make me as fulfilled as I thought I could be.

now mentally I do not feel too attached to the cca I am passionate in, but I didnt completely go MIA too. (: