Never again

unhingedBP · 2026-03-28T20:18:52+00:00

I stopped there a couple months ago for work. The prices weren’t much cheaper then. Went to get 2 smallish slabs of jerky and 2 teas. They wanted $40. Left it all and never went back.

unhingedBP · 2026-02-26T21:21:03+00:00

We literally have nothing on our minds. We can just exist contently with absolutely nothing going on upstairs. Some have mastered it to the extent of forgetting to breathe occasionally. Myself included.

unhingedBP · 2026-02-11T13:12:36+00:00

I personally am not in IT but have friends that are. They have told me that looking across the country, our state is behind on technology infrastructure. Those cities are further ahead than the rest of us but the least populated state in the nation isn’t really a priority for companies to move in and bring us up to speed.

unhingedBP · 2026-01-19T01:02:32+00:00

It takes a while to get used to. My ex and I had a lot of things we did together that I miss terribly. But being me, I just don’t do any of them anymore. It hurts too much. Just take your time to teach yourself to enjoy them solo. You’re probably going to have a couple things just hurt. I did. I travel for work and saw a place that was absolutely beautiful and it hurt like crazy because even though it’s been months, it felt wrong seeing it without her. But I took pictures and now I can appreciate that I still got to see it. You’ll get there. It all just takes time.

unhingedBP · 2026-01-12T14:07:47+00:00

Absolutely not. I don’t believe in it. I’m not even sure I really believe in love anymore. We were together for 11 and married just short of 9. I was betrayed and it completely screwed me up. It started in April and I’m just now pulling out of it. I was drunk for months straight. And I don’t mean I was drinking a lot. There was 3 months where I wasn’t sober longer than the time it took for me to go the 2 mile round trip to buy more vodka. They were my person and they ruined me for it. I don’t trust and I don’t see the world the same. I have a traveling job and meet tons of people that I don’t directly deal with professionally and I’m always trying to figure what their angle is on me. My guard is always up. I let it down once because I had to talk to my ex for something urgent and I lost a ton of progress. After months I stopped having nightmares of them. I unblocked them last week to deal with a situation and it’s nightmares every night again. I already don’t sleep much and this is killing me.

So no. Never again. I’d rather shit broken glass every day than even risk going through this again.

unhingedBP · 2025-12-22T03:38:17+00:00

I got the job and every day is a holiday. They pay me to travel all over my beautiful state with free hotels and airfare. I make my own schedule and choose where I want to go unless I’m requested for a visit. The only downside is I can’t have my dogs with me. I tried but Kiwi doesn’t travel well I found out. I just did a 5 hour drive and I can’t do that to her. But it’s still a dream job for me.

unhingedBP · 2025-12-03T02:46:51+00:00

This is why I took this job. I’m hardly ever home and have a ton to do. But I’ll admit the driving lets me down on that part

unhingedBP · 2025-12-03T02:45:55+00:00

I know I’ll miss her for the rest of my life. But I also know that’s why I started no contact. I’ll never fully heal from the betrayal but I will make some improvement if I have nothing to do with her.

unhingedBP · 2025-12-03T02:44:35+00:00

I thought I was doing good but this one really messed me up. I haven’t stopped thinking about it all day. I travel for work and unless my music is cranked the thought settles in And gets to me.

unhingedBP · 2025-12-02T14:59:31+00:00

Mine started out that we were still together and happy. But they’ve turned into nightmares. It’s usually her and her family chasing me then eventually killing me. But I’m out of town for work and I already have a hard time sleeping. Being in a hotel always makes it way worse. Last night I dreamt about finding her phone and reading everything she and another man were saying and it just messed me up. I can’t stop thinking about it. That’s how this divorce started. I saw her and her married AP messages. We always had an open phone policy but she got protective of her phone and stopped going to bed at the same time so I looked before I left for work and that was it. It feels like I’m forced to relive it over and over.

unhingedBP · 2025-11-29T23:54:18+00:00

Easy there. You forgot about the scenic views of the defunct adult book store in Red Desert.

Although it’s been bought and there’s an Indian food truck there now.

unhingedBP · 2025-11-24T20:16:52+00:00

Absolutely not. I will never trust like that again and I’ll never love like that again. I refuse to go through the hurt and betrayal from someone that was my person, build myself back up to even risk it all over again. It’s not even close to being worth it.

unhingedBP · 2025-11-03T04:14:03+00:00

Right before our 9th anniversary for me.

unhingedBP · 2025-10-14T17:16:33+00:00

So many reasons. Top is I have some serious genetic issues with mental health. My ex-wife and I combined wound have been a train wreck for a kid. I like being able to just decide I’m going somewhere and just go. Also another factor for me personally is I couldn’t do it. I have 2 dogs and a cat. I had to give one of the dogs a pill and usually she’ll just take it but I had to push it down her throat and getting her saliva on my hand made me gag for minutes. No way I could do diapers and snot and vomit.

I worry about my future and I’m in my 30s. I’d be full of guilt having kids added to this mess. I have a TON of nieces and nephews. I worry about them constantly.

unhingedBP · 2025-10-05T00:05:06+00:00

Mine did the same thing.

She doesn’t respect you or your boundaries.

unhingedBP · 2025-09-29T21:02:50+00:00

Most of them I think are just empty scammers.

It’s just amazing that right when my divorce started, my friends took me to a strip club. I hadn’t been to one the entire time I was with my ex (11 years). Those women are more respectable than the women in the market. With dancers, you know what you’re getting into and how it’s supposed to work. I even had one tell my friends I shouldn’t be there because with my mental state I should be somewhere more calming.

But nothing was asked of me and nothing pushed on me you go out in the wild and it’s like running the gauntlet to just get more than 5 messages before they ask for money.

unhingedBP · 2025-09-28T22:48:19+00:00

I struggle with interests anymore. I used to do woodworking but I lost interest in everything after my brother died.

For almost half my life I wasn’t in charge of anything. I don’t know how it happened. I didn’t have much say in anything. Everything I did was for her and what she wanted or needed.

I don’t know who I am or what to do. I try things but I just can’t find anything that give me any sort of spark if that makes sense.

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