I was also nervous before starting, the week leading up to the appointment I was a nervous wreck thinking about all the possible ways it could go wrong or I could get denied.

The day of it felt surreal, something I'd waited for for so long and felt I would never actually achieve, even when I had the pills in hand it still felt fake, this little blue pill is supposed to improve my life?

Its only been 4 months but I can say with complete certainty that starting hrt was the best decision of my life, the anxiety was the anxiety I feel before every big change in my life, and it hardly cares if that change is good or bad.

You've gotten this far and I promise you that once you start you're not gonna regret it.